I Am Divinity

Session 4

Channeled by John McCurdy during a live Zoom session on 22 November 2023

This transcript has been edited from the original recording to ensure that the intended meaning is conveyed as clearly as possible. Note that Hmm, Mmm, and lines with just a dot signify places to pause, and to feel into what is being said.

Thank you to Chris Vandermeer for managing Zoom during the session, and for helping to prepare this transcript.

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John: So, welcome everybody! Let’s go ahead and play the music, Chris, and see what happens today.

[Music plays]

Master Anna: I am that I am!

Master Anna of Magical Service, here to do some magic with each of you today, whether you are here live or coming in later. Welcome!

And welcome home!

Mmm…

Welcome to your grandness!

Ahh…

You see, you have always been such a grand being.

Oh yes, you’ve been leaders at various times. You’ve been famous. You’ve been rich. You’ve done all these things in all of your many, many experiences, both on Earth in the other realms. You were leaders of your Angelic families.

Ahh…

There is a grandness that is so far beyond any of that. So far beyond!

There is the grandness of who you are!

Feel back…

Hm, John keeps throwing in that word, “back.” It’s not back.

But feel the beginning, when you and your soul, as your soul, became aware of itself and asked, “Who am I?” And then you created all of this incredible experience to discover who you are.

You imagine a God out there somewhere, a grand creator that created all of this, that created your universe, and indeed universes. Well, that was you. That was all you, your soul! And you and your soul are one and the same.

So, there is no being anywhere, in all that is, that is grander than you.

Oh, the human gets so caught up in this little human reality and in whether you’re getting it right or not, or if you’re getting it wrong. None of that…

In the light of the true grandness of you, none of that matters!

Can you feel that? Can you take that in?

None of it matters, because you are the grandest being that has ever existed.

Oh, there are others, but none are grander than you. You are not grander than them but there is no comparison. They are them, you are you.

Everything you see, and that you call reality, is all part of you.

You are the grand creator!

Let that in.

Mmm…

The human looks at all of these many lifetimes that it’s starting to remember, and some of them were beautiful and amazing. Some of them were ugly and painful. And you look at the beautiful and amazing ones and think of them as maybe a little bit grand.

Hmm…

John was talking with a friend the other day, and he started to see a little bit of a new perspective about all these lifetimes. The human looks at them and each one has a beginning and an end, a birth and a death, and for the human that’s such a big thing. But look from the soul perspective, and they are more like days in your lifetime.

Oh, you wake up in the morning and you go through a day, and you go to sleep at night. You wake up the next morning and you don’t look at it as these big things. It’s just days.

Well, that’s how your lifetimes are to your soul. They’re not even that, they’re more like hours or minutes. They are just part of the experience, and not a big deal.

But you are a big deal!

[Monika joins the meeting]

Hello Monika! Welcome!

Ahh…

We’re talking about grandness. Grandness that goes so far beyond anything the human can imagine. The grandness of who you are.

The grand creator! That is who you are.

And all of these lifetimes that seem so big and important to the human are like the minutes in your day. They are just part of your experience.

Mmm…

So, let’s pause here.

How has it been? As you have considered your own grandness for the past couple of weeks, how has it been for you?

Or, did it all feel like your smallness?

How grand is it to be able to feel small? It’s a pretty grand thing!

Hmm…

But, how about you?

Silvia.

Silvia: I encounter… The first week I was excited, working on my project that I had planned, almost finish it and excited. But then, when I finish, then I pick up a box and then I have muscle sore. That makes me slow down, slow down my activities and rest.

And while I was doing that I was exploring the world. What was happening in the world, on tiktok. And I was excited to learn what is going on around in the world. Lots of changes!

Master Anna: Lots of changes, yes.

Silvia: Lots of changes. Volcanic eruptions, nineteen volcanoes, floods, mud, tornadoes, water everywhere. But the surprise was that I want to see the changes, and I want to see what is happening around in the world. I don’t want to lose any detail because we are in a wonderful time, wonderful times!

But it is scary for the human. It’s really scary for the human, and the human thinks that it’s losing the time, just scrolling and scrolling and scrolling in the phone. Sitting, doing nothing, because the body couldn’t work, couldn’t move.

So, the beginning of the changes are here.

Master Anna: Yes.

And a quick question here: How could you call shining your light doing nothing?

Silvia: My human.

Master Anna:  Yes.

We know. We just want to point out that in observing what’s going on in the world, you are bringing consciousness to it. You are shining your light, and that is so not nothing!

Silvia: My human is a very active person.

Master Anna: Yes.

Silvia:She has to be moving and moving and moving and doing and doing and creating and creating. If she doesn’t do that, not anything, if she’s not moving, she thinks that she’s not doing anything. So it’s just a human perspective.

Master Anna: Yeah.

Mmm…

Silvia:And she wants to keep going, and she wants to keep doing it, because she wants to learn, to see, to see what is happening in the world.

Master Anna: Yes.

Silvia: And then suddenly she comes back to the reality and she says, “Oh, my goodness! I haven’t done anything!” So that shows a human perspective.

Master Anna: Yes.

And in that not doing anything, who knows how you changed the world by simply bringing your light to it” By bringing your awareness to it, your consciousness to it?

Mmm..

Silvia: It’s just wonderful to see the changes.

Master Anna: Yes, it is.

Silvia: It’s a wonderful world. Maybe it’s not nice for everyone. This is chaos, but the chaos, the change, is just wonderful. As you mentioned, the days for a Master is just hours, and chaos for a Master is nothing. It’s just transformation.

Master Anna: Yes.

Silvia:Transformation that is the result of the creation, and I don’t want to lose any detail! Really, we are living grand days!

Master Anna: Yes, we are!

Silvia:Changing society, changing civilization, we did this in the past also, but not so often. But that’s why they are grand.

Master Anna: Yes.

Hmm…

Who else?

Monika.

Monika:Hello everybody, sorry for my delay today.

I wanted to be the first one writing in Facebook, and I haven’t done it. I was pregnant with the theme until today.

I had, on a human level, a very stressful time the last two weeks, and I have felt every day upside down from my work. And I have the idea, yeah, my world is at the moment, on a human level, chaotic in in every area, and so I tried to feel in, again and again, into the theme. And I could feel that I’m somewhere separated.

I have the idea, yeah, my soul, my I Am, who I am, is grand, but my human life not. And there the separation started.

My mind was telling me, “Yeah, when you had more time, and writing and breathing more, and painting, then this was grand. You had a grand inner feeling that was wonderfully grand, and you felt so spiritual and so one with yourself, and so warm and cozy.” And now I’m struggling on a human level with a lot of different things, and now it’s not so grand.

Then I asked myself, “Yeah, is it only grand on a soul level, and on a level beyond human lives?” And I had the idea this also can’t be, but the human life is so changing, it’s so dissolving, things are coming and going.

So is this then, can it be grand to do something like writing or painting? Because it can change and disappear every moment again, out of my life.

I could feel that from a human level, I would wish a life in abundance, joy, peace, endless peace and warmth and coziness with myself. But is this the grandness?

I had so many questions! And then I started listening, over lunchtime, to your new channeling, but I not through with it. I’m in the middle, and it has hit the point again with the work, so that I thought, “So I stop working now. I have enough from this theatre and from this stress”

Yeah, is it grandness when I’m struggling? When I see this? When I have stress? I have still a question mark, and I’m asking you, Master Anna, if it’s only a grand life when it is in peace and joy?

Master Anna: Hmm…

I’d like you to… Oh, let’s take a moment and feel into this.

I’d like you to feel. Ah, feel your soul. It’s right here, right now. It is you, right here.

Ask your soul this question, and just feel it for a moment.

What does your soul say?

Monika:This is it, and the mind is judging it.

Master Anna: Yes. [laughter]

This is it!

Monika: Yeah, this is it.

[Both laughing]

Master Anna: This is it.

This is you, the experiencer who went out to show Self who you are. And this is part of who you are. How grand is that?

You can have all these beautiful, pleasurable experiences and all of these ugly and painful experiences, and you can get lost in the stress and you can come back to Self.

You are all of that! And you are bringing all of that back, now, to Soul.

Oh, we call it soul and human, or soul and experience, or whatever, but it is all you!  You are bringing this incredible gift back to you. How could it not be grand? How could you not be grand?

What we were talking about—you’ll hear it when you listen to the beginning of this again—is how the human thinks these lifetimes are so important. But they are just moments of soul’s experience.

They are all grand. No matter how they turn out at the human level, it’s all grand! It’s all beautiful! It’s all part of who you are!

Mmm…

That is part of why we say, “You can’t get it wrong, no matter what you choose.”

Oh, some choices might be more fun than others, or less fun, but you can’t get it wrong.

You actually cannot get it small.

You can feel small, but again, that is the mind’s judgment.

Monika: Yeah, there is still a belief in me, Master Anna, that it has to be joyful and peaceful and then it’s right. Then I’m in the right place and then I’m realized. This was coming up in me these two weeks, that there is still this belief in me.

Master Anna: Ahh…

So, are you ready to let that belief go?

Monika: Yes.

Master Anna: Good.

Let it go. It’s not true.

Oh, you can make it true so it plays out, but it’s just a little piece of who you are. So, let it go.

Monika: [to Chris] I have another reason by reading your text in the Facebook to judge myself. And so, yeah, the life in Peru is peaceful and in love and joyful. But I have chosen to be here in a, in a more busy world, and I could have it differently. Yeah, it’s an ongoing judgment.

Chris: Can I add a little bit, John?

Master Anna: Yes.

Chris: Yeah, because, Monika, the reason I shared that—John and Romana have a bit more context—but the 14 months since being here has been absolute chaos, as scary as can be.

Boundary violations, feeling like I’ve totally lost control of my life. It was a very tense situation, but I created it so that I could get over these illusions of powerlessness, and so that I could understand that actually, when I choose myself fully, that my energy will respond.

Right, so I was in a situation where—John and I were just speaking about this—my biggest passion and hobby and favorite pastime is always gardening, and I love working with the soil and I’m very good at it as well. If you let me have a crack at a garden people will always come back with, “How did you get that to grow?”

Anyway, passion. And I wasn’t allowed to do that there, and my whole life was potentially under the control of this “guru.”

And the deeper parts of myself were just dissecting the whole situation and forcing me, pretty much, to choose myself no matter what. And I couldn’t play small, and I couldn’t betray myself in any way.

And then once that analysis was done there was something in me, and my heart lit up and I said, “No, f this, I’m not doing this!” And I had an argument with him. I had an argument with his wife, and then boom, divine timing.

This place was presented for me one day after I had a conversation with a friend saying, “I really need to get out of here. This is not right for me.”

So, it wasn’t like that at all. It was the other way around. Immense levels of stress, being belittled, constant conflict.

My biggest fear, conflict, always needing to argue, you know, and stick up for myself. So it was a perfect creation.

But eventually I said, “F that! That’s enough!” and that was a choice from the heart.

So that’s why I was sharing it, because I know that these guys have a little bit more context for what I was going through. But it’s just you grinding yourself down to the clarity of what you actually want, and what do you actually need?

And when that was really firm within myself, my energy responded. The people that I needed were there, everything supported me in getting out. It was really smooth, just a nice little timeline jump. So I want to share that, because you’re not doing anything wrong. And I don’t want feel like what I shared there was in any way belittling what other people were going through.

Monika: Thank you. You have shared very well. I have done this, it belonged to my story that I was judging it and putting me smaller. It served me, what you wrote.

It is all well, and thank you very much for sharing. It’s very helpful for me.

Thank you! Thank you very much.

Master Anna: Ah, Romana.

Romana: So, I would just like to add to what you said, Monika, about this idea that if you are not feeling peaceful and in joy and, you know, everything is just very smooth, that that’s not grand.

I actually observe that with me too, and then it’s this kind of struggle within me. Oh, some days I’m so stressed, and then I’m judging myself for that and trying to be in this very peaceful place, which is sometimes very difficult to get to. And I had this experience, because I’m having really a stressful, really very intense time now, because my book is coming out and a new performance, and I’m dealing with lots of people and with lots of different segments of this creation. Which is lots of fun, but it’s also sometimes just overwhelming.

And sometimes I do feel like I’m just in this chaotic feeling within, and I realized that it doesn’t necessarily have to do with me. You know, sometimes for no reason I’m feeling totally stressed.

And then yesterday, for example, I woke up, I was totally in peace within me, and the day was as busy as any other day, but I was all day in a total comfort place within me, with so much love within, with so much peace, it was like I was flowing through all different kinds of situations very elegantly.

And then today I wake up and it was a little bit like that, but then towards eleven or twelve o’clock I was again in this hardly managing, like juggling all these things and feeling really stressed.

So I was really wondering, what is the secret of this, that yesterday it just came. It wasn’t like I would be doing something especially different, but it was just there. My soul was just there completely, and then today it’s gone again.

So I still have lots of work to do, but I was just feeling today like I want be with all of you, because this place is so smooth and so full of light when I listen to you later, or watch. So I thought it would maybe be nice for me to just be in this circle of masters today to find my peace again, you know.

But maybe finding my peace is not exactly what I’m needing. Maybe what I’m needing is to accept this chaotic chaos within me.

So, maybe some insights on that, John, Master Anna?

Master Anna: Indeed.

Ahh…

The human has so many ideas about what it should be like. But you didn’t come here to always feel good, because that is only a part of who you are.

You came to experience everything that you are, and that includes feeling miserable and feeling disconnected. Oh, you’re still connected. How could you possibly disconnect from your soul?

You can pretend, but you can never truly be disconnected from your soul, because it is you. It is your essence.

Even this separation of the part of you that said, “I’m going to go have all these experiences!” while another part of you stayed home, so to speak, to collect the wisdom from those experiences and, you could say, to hold the tether so that you wouldn’t get lost out there.

Well, even that is an illusion, because it was all inside of you. It was all inside of your imagination.

There is no ‘out there.’ There is just you, creating all of these experiences so that you can feel that part of you.

And now you have come to a whole new place.

Hmm…

Now you have all of this experience, and you are bringing it back. You are bringing it all together. You are feeling different parts of it. You go through your human day and, well, different parts of that experience are popping in, simply for your awareness. Because they are part of you.

But there is no separation, and there never was.

It’s just you, imagining, and creating an experience. A whole bunch of experiences.

Romana: Yeah, can I interrupt?

Master Anna: Please.

Romana: So, what I’m realizing, and have been realizing for the last—I don’t know how many years, is that in many lifetimes I was one of these people who was really, you know, like maybe this was also a realm worker task. Like kind of being one of those who are keeping the consciousness of divine, and this connection with divine. And so a part of me is always on this task, like I need to be connected with my divine.

But what I feel in this lifetime, what I’m learning in this lifetime, is actually to include human and to make my human feel divine, so that my human doesn’t have to strive all the time for this feeling of bliss, or the feeling of feeling good otherwise I’m lost in this human reality. But to bring my human to the place where I can feel safe wherever I am and however I feel. Even if I’m totally frightened. Even if I’m going through a situation, that is…

You know, I am a person who is kind of, you know, walking on the edge most of my life. Meaning I am kind of shaking all this mass-consciousness ideas of how a human should be, or how a woman should be, so there are lots of reasons for me to be scared. Or to feel like I’m not fitting into the world or among other people.

So, what I’m trying to say is that I’m realizing that that is actually my grandness: to be so courageous as to go into these experiences, which are not simple, and to realize finally that I don’t need to be divine all the time, or to try to be divine, but to embrace fully my human in whatever state my human is at this moment. Which can be stressed, or frightened, or not feeling dignified, or not feeling grand, or whatever. And when I become aware of that I suddenly begin to feel good about it and about myself, and about my human.

And so full acceptance of all parts of me, I feel, is the realization I’m coming to now in this conversation.

And thank you, Monika, for bringing that out. Because yeah, I’m also having this idea of what is divine and what is not divine, which is something that we are actually just shaking down in what we are realizing as masters now, right? That there is no division of divinity and human. It’s that all these messy parts are also divine, right?

Master Anna: Indeed.

How could anything… Since it’s all you, how could anything not be divine?

Romana: Yeah, okay. [laughter]

I would like to feel good all the time, which is one of the illusions.

Master Anna: But you are also bad, and that is divine.

Romana: What?

Master Anna: You are also bad, and that also is divine.

Romana: Yes.

Master Anna: It’s part of what you came here to show yourself. It’s all part of who you are.

Romana: Okay, thank you.

Master Anna: Monika.

Monika: May I still ask you something? Perhaps this came also out of what I heard, that the level of your consciousness is measurable by how much joy you feel. So, I heard that from somebody you know too.

And that was the reason to judge myself, that I had the idea that the level of joy is not very big at the moment, so the level of consciousness… Yeah, you know what I want to say.

Master Anna: Ahh…

So many judgments!

Hmm…

You are a conscious being. You are consciousness!

Oh, you haven’t been aware of that for a long time at the human level. But the human is so much more aware of it now, and… We’re looking for the right words.

Mmm..

Just feel.

You are a conscious being.

Consciousness just is.

It just is. Let’s leave it at that, because anything else we put on it is going to limit it.

It’s who you are.

Oh, indeed, the human is waking up from a long sleep, in a sense. But only in a sense. And it is becoming more and more aware at the human level. And along with that comes a whole lot of feelings.

Now, this word “joy,” oh, the human tends to equate it with happiness, with feeling good. And there is that, but that does not have anything to do with your level of consciousness.

As you become more aware—we think you can already feel a “ground,” for lack of a better word, inside of you, that you can come back to.

Any time you get lost in the human experience, in the messy feelings, there is this—it’s something John has become more and more aware of, this ground inside himself that he can always come back to, where he knows. Even if he feels really yucky and he’s having a really difficult day he still knows, at this ground level of himself, that everything is okay.

And we think you know that place.

Monika: I do.

Master Anna: We feel like that’s probably a better way to talk about it than the word “joy,” but we feel that that’s more what Adamus was trying to get at when he talked about that joy. He was trying to explain that place.

Monika:Okay.

Master Anna: And yeah, it’s just something that comes.

It’s already there. You already have it. And as you come more and more into your soul’s awareness, as you blend together more and more, your soul consciousness and your human consciousness, you feel it more and more.

That does not mean you are always happy. That’s a whole different thing. That’s a human emotion that comes from the mind, and being human means there are times that are going to feel horrible.

Human is messy! It was designed that way. It was supposed to be that way, because it gives you all these opportunities to see different parts of you.

Butyou have this ground inside of you. You already know it.

So, you are consciousness. You are just becoming aware of it at the human level, and that takes time. But it’s not something that should be compared. It’s just who you are.

Does that help?

Monika: Very much, yeah. It was also a misunderstanding of the expression of joy, of what that could be.

Master Anna: Yes, it’s something very much deeper than just happiness and feeling good.

Monika: Thank you.

Master Anna: You’re welcome.

Anything else?

Silvia?

Silvia:I just want to share that when we are on this connection that we are having right now, masters present here, it’s more easy for me to connect with my grandness.

But in everyday life I’m just a human, a regular human enjoying my life. There is chaos in my life also, just part of being human. But as a human, the human wants to feel bliss all the time. It wants to feel the connection all the time.

But it’s ironic, because the human wants to feel the divinity and the divinity wants to be human, so… [laughter] And we are both. We are just both.

Master Anna: Yes.

Silvia:Once we realize that we are AND, human AND divine, it’s okay to be chaos in our life. It’s okay to feel our own presence. It’s okay not to remember who we were in another past life, because this human doesn’t remember anything. Who she was or who she wasn’t, she doesn’t remember. But it’s okay.

There will be a time when it will happen naturally, when everything is ready.

Master Anna: Indeed.

Silvia: But it shows that “and” is a big, big word.

We accept ourselves as a human AND divine, and right now we are finding our humanness. We don’t like our humanness as a human. Imagine if the human remembers who she or he was. It’s going to be scary!

[laughter]

But we are creation. We are creation, and we are here having an experience. That’s it! Just experience.

Master Anna: Yes.

Silvia: But like I told you as a human, this human doesn’t feel me as I am right now, as expressing in front of you. And she disconnects, and then comes back and listen again to the video that is being recorded right now. And then she says, “Oh, I’m grand!”

So she realized this, so that’s why it’s so good. And thank you, Masters, for being here so we can express.

Master Anna: Thank you!

Ahh…

Let’s feel once again.

Ah, feel home.

Here you are, you the one who went out to experience.

You thought you were going out.

Mmm…

Now you are here, and you, the part of you that stayed behind, is right here.

Oh, in a sense, she comes to you.

Mmm…

You are still here in this human body, and this grand being, this soul, oh, she comes to you.

Or he, it doesn’t matter how you imagine it.

You come home to you.

Your soul comes home, here, to the human.

Mmm…

Oh, you could say that you present her with all of these experiences! And she takes them all in.

And as you blend together, you discover the wisdom that comes from it all.

Oh, the wisdom doesn’t come as understanding in the mind.

It comes as the simple knowing. The quiet, subtle knowing in each moment.

Mmm…

That knowing that knows, if you’ll trust it, it knows exactly what to do in the moment. In each moment.

Mmm…

As you go through your life, feel for that knowing.

It’s very different. You all have had experiences of it. It’s the first thing in your mind when you’re faced with a choice, or with a situation where you have to make a choice. There is that little knowing.

It often makes your mind freak out, or just laugh and say, “That’s ridiculous!” And yet, if you’ll trust it, it will take you in a whole new direction.

Mmm….

It will open up a whole new life to you.

Oh, it will scare you, because you won’t be able to see very much in the future, and the mind doesn’t like that. But if you can trust it, and keep putting one foot in front of the other and discovering your own creation in that moment, it will take you places you can’t even imagine.

It will take you to places that show you, the human, how grand you are.

And it will take you to experiences that begin to reflect that grandness back to you.

Mmm…

Because indeed, you are so grand! And it doesn’t have anything to do with anything that happened in any of your lifetimes. It is so much bigger than that! So much deeper than that!

Now we ask you to step back a little bit.

From your soul’s perspective—look through your soul’s eyes right now. Just imagine it.

Imagine you are looking through your soul’s eyes, and you step back just a little bit.

You look around you at this landscape, this timescape you have imagined into being.

All these different lifetimes, they are all part of you.

None of them define you!

They are all part of who you are.

Every experience you’ve ever had, so many experiences even in the other realms.

Mmm…

It’s all a part of you.

What a grand creation!

There are lifetimes that were so beautiful! Lifetimes that were so painful, difficult. And so many that were just ordinary.

Look around.

As Soul, look around.

All of this experience!

Mmm…

Now, bring what you see. Bring it back into the human awareness.

And hold this vision of how incredibly grand you are, and of how nothing that happens here at the human level defines who you are. You are so much more than that!

Mmm…

Oh, you are doing some beautiful things here!

Even if you think you are just getting by, there is so much that the human isn’t aware of that is happening.

But your soul is aware. It’s adding to the experience. It’s adding to the wisdom.

Even if you think you are doing nothing as a human—oh, there are days that go by and John looks back to the day and thinks, “Wow, I was really worthless today!”

Ha! No, he wasn’t.

It’s just that his mind couldn’t comprehend what he was actually doing, so it just kind of shut down for a while, partly. That doesn’t mean you are not doing anything. It doesn’t mean you are failing, or you are not conscious enough. But in this process, oh, there are many days, many times, when your mind can’t comprehend what’s actually happening, and so it needs to shut down a little bit and read a silly story, or watch a silly movie, or whatever, to give your mind a break while all these other things are going on.

That’s really what’s happening when you feel like nothing is happening. There is so much happening!

So trust that!

Understand that no matter how you feel at the human level, you are so very grand!

What you are doing right now is without precedent. It has never been done before!

Mmm…

So of course it’s confusing.

Allow that, and know.

Come back to the knowing that it’s all okay. You can’t get this wrong. Your soul is in charge now. It isn’t up to the human to be more conscious, or to get anything else right.

Because now it’s about the soul’s consciousness, and for the human it’s about simply allowing the experience to unfold.

Mmm…

Silvia, we applaud you for being bold enough to take a look at the world, at the chaos in the world, and not let yourself sink into it. To understand that it’s part of the transformation. Because in looking at it without taking it on, you shine light. Such a bright, brilliant light! And that light shines into all those situations and brings the potential for clarity. It gives people new ways of seeing things. They may or may not choose it in the moment, but they will see more clearly.

Mmm…

Ah, remember this vision of the wholeness of you. This timescape of you.

All of these lifetimes, all of these incarnations, are just little points on that beautiful timescape. They are all part of your grandness.

Mmm…

I would ask you to hold this vision as you go through the next two weeks. Keep coming back to it.

Don’t analyze it, don’t try to figure it out. Just come back to it.

Just observe it.

However it shows up in your imagination, just be with it.

Mmm…

See how big you are. How beautiful!

Keep coming back to that.

It doesn’t matter if you forget, but just come back to it.

Just keep coming back to this vision of you.

Ahh…

And we will see you again in two weeks!

Have a grand time!

Allow the confusion and oh, the pain that shows up in your bodies, and the… Oh, just allow it to be how it is, because it’s never going to be this way again!

You are coming to the conclusion, and it is different from anything you have experienced before.

The mind keeps trying to figure that out, but just understand that the conclusion, this time, is different than anything you have experienced before.

And it is happening. It’s beautiful!

So just let it. 

And so it is.

[thank you’s and goodbyes are said]

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