Divinity In Experience

Session 1

Channeled by John McCurdy during a live Zoom session on July 12, 2023

This transcript has been edited from the original recording to ensure that the intended meaning is conveyed as clearly as possible. Note that Hmm, Mmm, and lines with just a dot signify places to pause, and to feel into what is being said.

Thank you to Chris Vandermeer for preparing this transcript!

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 John: Okay, so it’s four o’clock here, I guess we should start.

I would really love to start with everybody introducing yourselves, if you are willing. And you don’t have to if you don’t feel like it.

I’m John Curdy, obviously, and wow, it’s been an intense couple weeks for me, and I think for most of you too, but it’s good to be here. I’m very eager to find out—my soul has been working with me for the last two weeks in preparing for this. I’ve had all these dreams at night, and when I wake up in the morning I can’t quite remember the details of the dreams, but I just have this feeling that we’re preparing for this class.  So I’m eager to find out where we go with it!

So welcome, and if you’d like to introduce yourself, feel free.

Sylvia.

Silvia: Yes. My name is Sylvia Savaleta. I live in Colorado, in Longmont, and I am from Mexico. So right now I’m traveling in Mexico and I’ve been here for more than a week. So that means I’ve been relaxed.

Yes, I’ve been relaxed but my night dreams have been intense, very intense, very vivid.

Last night I have a good one. I was leading a lot of children, lots, lots of children. They want to play. They want to play, but they don’t listen!

But I’m excited to be here. I’m really excited to be here.

John: Good.

Christopher:Silvia, can I ask you how you feel after the intuition class?

Silvia: Oh, how do I feel after the intuition class?

Very good. Actually very good, because it helps me. It helps me to differentiate from mind and heart. So now it’s still hard for me to go to my heart, but now I know the difference.

I have a child with special needs so my hands are full, and always busy. That’s why I need to find the balance. That’s what I need to do and that’s why I am here, just to keep me all the time in my heart.

Silvia:So that was amazing. It really helped me. It helps me to differentiate that.

Christopher: Yes, that’s beautiful. I felt that for you. I could see that happening.

Well, I’ll go quickly, I guess. My name’s Chris, I’m an Australian but I’m currently living in Peru.

I’ve been, I guess, tuning into John’s material for two or three years, and my life is very much in that flow. I’m not in the driver’s seat anymore. Hence the move to Peru. I’m here opening up a temple with an old Yogi, a reincarnated Yogi. Which is interesting, because I’m learning like the eastern side of the mystery traditions, I guess. But yeah, I’m also here helping out John with these meetings and anything that we need on the back end.

John: Yes, I’m so grateful for Chris’s help. He’s managing Zoom for me, because I have a really hard time doing it while I’m channeling.

Silvia: I tell you where, John, he’s familiar. He looks a lot like your nephew, Jean Tinder’s son.

John: Oh, Gaelon. Yes, he does actually look a bit like Gaelon!

Anybody else feel like saying hello?

Monica?

Monica: Yes, my name is Monica. I’m from Switzerland and I’m also still integrating from the last workshop.

It’s a lot going on, on all levels in my life. But I feel like being very still with myself. I’m disconnecting from a lot of people because I want to be with myself only, at the moment. Yes, it’s still in—I’m still under construction, I would like to say it like that.

I’m very curious and very grateful to be here and that this new workshop is starting today. It’s a big joy in me.

John: Oh, good.

Monica:Thank you.

John: Thank you.

Anybody else?

Uros: Hello, my name is Uros, can you hear me? Yes, I live in Slovenia. The last weeks are very intense for me.

John: We’ll have to meet some time.

Uros: Yes, that’s all for now.

John: Okay, welcome.

Uros: Nice to be here.

John: Yes, welcome.

Fabio, I don’t know if you speak enough English to introduce yourself, but it’s ok.

Fabio: I live in Siena, Italy and my name is Gaudenzi Fabio. Okay.

John: Okay, welcome!

And welcome also to Maija. [who does not have a working mic]

Okay, so… Romana is not here today, she’s up in the mountains leading a women’s retreat. And so it looks like this is our group.

So, welcome!

And if you want to play some music, Chris, we’ll breathe a little bit and see where we go with this.

Chris: No worries. I’m just going to mute everyone again. Just a head’s up guys, if you need to speak again, unmute yourselves.

[music plays]

Master Anna:

I am that I am!

Mmm…

And for this session you can call me Anna, or Master Anna, if you prefer.

I am, oh, I’m just a feminine facet of Master John, of John’s soul.

Hmm…

I also represent the lifetime of John’s soul, of me, that lived a few hundred years ago, and that came right up to my realization. I could have joined the Ascended Master’s Club right then.

I was a woman in that lifetime, and John has become familiar with a few of the details. They don’t really matter right now, but I came up to my realization at that point.

And then I looked across the timeline and I saw this incarnation of me that you call John, and what was happening here at this time, and I said, “Ah, we need to wait. We need to wait and go through this incredible experience!”

Hmm…

We’re overwhelming John a little bit. And that’s okay.

Ah, such an incredible, incredible time!

Divinity In Experience, like has never ever happened before in all of existence.

Mmm…

Divinity joining in to human experience. It has never been done before.

A few of the ascended masters came close. They touched the edges of it, and then they left. But this time, we are walking into it.

The words, oh, the words just can’t hold what is really happening. But we’ll try.

Ahh…

So, I wanted to come here today as Anna, as a more feminine perspective of me, to talk about some of what you’re going through right now.

So many of you, oh, especially ever since what you call Heaven’s Cross, you’re finding it is an incredibly beautiful experience! But it’s also confusing, and often painful.

Mmm…

But think for a minute about mass consciousness, and what it is.

The reality you experience is your own energy, every bit of it! You can also say it is your own imagination, your soul’s imagination, in a sense.

But long ago, in human time, there was this template created, because you realized there were more creators out there and you wanted to have a playground. A shared experience where you could play and bounce off of each other and explore that question, “Who am I?” and find all the different answers, and experience them.

So you created this thing, we’ve talked about it like a computer game, a program. It’s like a template to guide your creation, so that as you created according to that template, it looked just like everybody else’s creation. And then you have this communication network and these avatars you create, just like in a game, that represent the others, and you get to play.

Well, you look around at your world through your human senses and everything that you perceive through your human senses, without exception, is mass consciousness.

Now, all of you have come to feel much more than that. But everything that you perceive through your human senses, what they call the five physical senses, is mass consciousness.

Your body, oh, it took a long time to create it. It was the grandest, deepest ultimate culmination of mass consciousness!

The ultimate expression of mass consciousness: That’s your body.

And you’ve said, “I want to release mass consciousness. I want to release myself from it, but still stay here and play for a while.”

Mmm…

So maybe now you can understand why your body is freaking out a little bit. It’s made of mass consciousness. It’s the deepest expression and representation of mass consciousness. And you are separating from mass consciousness.

Well, in the past, some people had enough and they simply stepped out of mass consciousness. You call them ascended masters. And they can look in on mass consciousness, maybe even visit very briefly, but they can’t really live here.

And you said, “I want to be free like them, and I still want to be able to play here, to live here and play here, for a while.”

So, your body is losing the very substance and structure of its existence as, at the same time, it is being—the best word is perhaps replaced. You call it the light body, Adamus calls it the free energy body, but in a way it is completely different, completely new.

And it is right here, and you are in the process of stepping into it.

Hmm…

In the sense you are stepping out of the old human body without destroying it, but it is finding the transition very challenging. So that’s why you are feeling so much in your body during this time. Some are feeling it more than others, but that’s why.

Oh, your divinity is lighting up! All the dark places, all the space inside your cells, all that empty space between the particles that make up the cells, is your divinity.

The darkness is your divinity in more ways than you ever thought, and it is lighting up with your divinity. And you are transitioning into the new body. We’ll call it that for now, and there is nothing you, as the human, need to do about it, except to let it happen. And allow the experiences along the way, because they are intense.

And keep trusting yourself, your soul, your divinity, to get you through this.

The human, oh, the human cannot manage this! The best thing for the human, and for the human mind, to do right now is rest. Lots of rest.

Mmm…

Go out and have a little fun when you can, when you feel up to it, take some gentle walks, but rest. Especially the mind.

Dear mind, you can’t figure this out anymore. It’s simply not figureoutable, and when you try, you make it hurt worse. So it’s time to rest.

Simply allow it to happen.

It is happening, and at this point you cannot get it wrong.

It is happening. But it’s going to hurt here and there, and there is no way around that.

The less you battle with the hurt, the more you simply allow the experience, the smoother it can be. But it’s still going to hurt some of the time. So let it.

You are getting through this in the quickest way possible, and your soul is managing it. You, the human, don’t need to.

Mmm…

John says, “Yes, I hope so, because my eye really hurts!”

He’s got some hay allergies and got his eye all inflamed over the last couple weeks, and yes, it hurts. And in the process of that hurt, we are integrating and clearing so much old energy, so much old guilt and shame. So much regret. Regret from having seen things “wrong” in other lifetimes, or at least feeling like we saw things wrong in other lifetimes.

Hmm…

And I say “we,” because it wasn’t John that saw those things wrong. It was other incarnations of me, his soul.

And yes, we were all learning through every part of it, and now we are here. We are gathering in the wisdom, distilling the wisdom, from all of that, and finally realizing that none of it was ever wrong. And it’s time to let go of all that regret, all that guilt and shame.

Mmm…

Yes, as we go through the process of letting all that go, as John stays out of my way as I do that for him, the pains will ease. The human experience—oh, it has already smoothed out so much from what it used to be, and it will continue.

Mmm…

So, we would love to hear from you, how you are feeling about all of this and what questions you might have.

How is your experience of this grand, grand integration that’s happening?

Silvia.

Silvia: In a way I like to hear that the human is not in charge of it. That makes me relax. That makes me relax, and it’s like removing a backpack on my back, a heavy backpack, and just relax and enjoy now my life. So I’m just learning to see it in a different point of view, and starting to enjoy. And in the body, yes, it hurts, but every day is different. I know next day it will release. Or overnight it will release. I’m just drinking water, and water, and sometimes like right now, since I am in Mexico, eating, eating! There’s a lot of good food here and I just enjoy.

Master Anna: Yes. That’s the best thing to do right now, just find as much as you can to enjoy.

Silvia:[garbled]

Master Anna: I’m sorry?

Silvia:I hope it lasts because sometimes having an integration is difficult.

Master Anna: Mm, indeed.

Silvia: So I’m just living it day by day.

Master Anna: Yes.

Mmm…

Who else?

Christopher:Okay, I might add something, or comment on that there’s still a feeling of guilt when not-doing, right?

I have moments where I sit back in bed and I read a fantasy novel like I loved when I was a teenager, or I sit down and I just play some stupid little video game, and it feels so good. And it feels so right, and I’m so much more of myself in doing these little non-things, right?

And yet there’s still this pervasive feeling of guilt, like I have to be doing something. I have to be working.

I’m not saying it’s totally in control, but it’s quite present still. And it’s not really a question, but I just wanted to share that part of my experience at the moment.

Master Anna: Indeed! And that’s one of the very deepest mass consciousness programs. Even in what you call The Bible, in Genesis, Adam and Eve were thrown out of the garden because they did something wrong. And according to the story God said, By the sweat of your brow will you live from now on. You have to work for your living. You have to earn your keep. You have to work hard enough to be worthy. And that is such a deeply ingrained programming in the human, and in this mass consciousness, and oh, it’s not easy to let go of.

John and Romano were talking about it just recently, about how difficult it is for both of them to let go of that.

But the thing is, it’s not up to you to let it go. It’s up to you to allow it to be let go of, if that makes any sense.

Christopher: Yes, well said. Thank you.

Master Anna: Indeed.

Hmm…

So many of those old programs are so deep. They are buried so deep, all that guilt and shame, the feelings of unworthiness, the feelings of insecurity, of fear, of feeling like a failure. Oh, so much of that is buried so deep.

And now is the time that we are letting it go. But in order to let it go, it has to come up. It has to be felt.

The mind jumps up and says, “Oh, show me more! Show me more so I can let go of it!” No, that’s not the point.

The feelings are coming up, and the mind goes, “Oh, what’s wrong? What did I do wrong now?” And that’s not the point either.

The point is, these things, the feelings, they come up as Soul integrates them, as Soul distills them. The feelings pop up and they don’t make very much sense to your mind, because it doesn’t have the context for understanding them.

So, you just let them come up. You just feel them. You don’t need to identify them. You don’t need to analyze them.

Hmm…

Pain in your body. It pops up and your mind goes, “Oh, what did I do? How did that happen?”

Oh, be still, Mind. You didn’t do it. It’s an old bit of darkness lighting up.

Mmm…

But some of those bits of darkness are afraid of the light, just like the things that you call dark in your world tend to hide in the darkness. They don’t like the light. They don’t like to be seen.

Well, it’s the same thing in your body, in your psyche. These dark places, oh, they want more than anything to come home, on one hand. On the other hand they are terrified of being seen, because in the past they felt so much shame. In the past you pushed them away. You said, “I don’t like you. Get away from me!” So they are ashamed and terrified to be seen, and they fight the light, and then you have another pain coming up in your body.

The best thing then is to take a deep breath and wrap your arms around it in your imagination.  Your metaphorical arms. Just wrap them around it.

Give it a hug, if it will let you. If it won’t, just tell it that it’s welcome, whenever it’s ready. And then just be with it.

Mmm…

Sometimes it hurts quite a lot. But you’ve had lots, lots worse pains, even in this lifetime, and many in other lifetimes. So let it be.

Let it be.

Oh, if it’s something that needs to be taken care of—we needed to go see the doctor yesterday and get some medication for John’s eye, but we weren’t at all ready to go where the doctor wanted us to go, to the specialist to have all this stuff done. “No,” we said, “just give us some medication that we know works for now.”

And that’s fine, but you don’t need to figure it all out. It will pass. It will smooth out, when you welcome it.

Welcome whatever is behind it. Mostly, these days, you are not going to know what’s behind it, or where it comes from, in detail. Sometimes you might, but mostly you won’t. So just welcome it the way it is, and it will pass.

Mmm…

Divinity In Experience.

It has truly never happened before. Not like this.

So let’s just feel that.

Feel inside your body.

Feel all of that space.

You’ve had your science classes, and you understand that the cells in your body are made up of atoms, and the atoms are made up of other particles, smaller particles, and the space between those particles is very similar to the space between the stars in your universe.

Somebody said to John recently, “It’s really amazing that we can even touch each other, that our hands don’t go right through each other, because it’s all empty space!”

And that empty space—it’s all dark, or it has been—that is your divinity.

That is who you are.

That is the consciousness within which your soul and its energy imagines your reality.

Oh, it imagines many realities, but you the human are familiar with this one.

Mmm…

So now that divinity, that space between the space, is lighting up.

It’s always been there. It’s always been your divinity. You could say it went to sleep, in a certain sense, so that the focus could be on this imaginary reality. So it could feel real.

So your divinity, in a sense, went to sleep so as not to—well, if it all lit up at once, there wouldn’t be anything left of your mass consciousness.

That’s what happened to the ascended masters. They lit up, and suddenly all of that other—it’s like shining a bright light on a dim scene, it just wipes it out.

So instead, your divinity is lighting up in a new way.

We’ll use the word “modulated.” Although even that isn’t exactly accurate, but it gets some of the point across. It’s being modulated as it lights up, so that it doesn’t blow you out completely.

And again, that metaphor is somewhere in the direction we want to go, but that’s all.

Hmm…

So feel.

Feel the space inside of you.

Feel as it lights up.

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It was never actually dark.

Hmm…

But in creating mass consciousness, you could say that you created these intense shadows in order to bring definition, and the feeling of reality.

Hmm…

John is thinking of the Bible story again, the Great Satan. He’s called Lucifer, according to the Bible story. He was, you could say, the chief of the angels. Lucifer. Light Bringer. And they say he fell from grace and rebelled.

But all that really happened is that Lucifer took on the task, in metaphorical terms, of casting a shadow, so that you could play in that shadow and could imagine all of these amazing realities, none of which are more amazing than this, what you call your human reality.

Mmm…

So now the shadows—oh, we don’t have the right words at all, or the right metaphors, but they are being modulated so that the light can shine through again.

So that you can be in your game with the full consciousness of divinity, of the I Am.

Mmm…

Another word for this darkness, for these shadows, is “the veil.”

Hmm…

The veil isn’t really there anymore.

Oh, it is for those who are still choosing it, but it’s breaking down. More and more light is coming through it.

Mmm…

And as that light—oh, it’s coming from inside of you—as it shines into these dark places, it wakes them up.

Many of them have been asleep for a long time. These aspects, these dark, terrified, shame filled, hopeless aspects. They’re starting to wake up, and they don’t like that.

They don’t like it even as much as you like it when you get woken up after not enough rest, and the sun’s too bright and everything hurts and you’re terrified of what you have to face in the coming day. You know what that feels like.

Well, that’s how these aspects are feeling, so they’re having a bit of a reaction.

And everywhere you have a pain in your body, you could say that’s one of those dark places waking up and reacting.

Mmm…

And it doesn’t need to be fixed. It really doesn’t want to be fixed!

You know how you feel when somebody comes along and says, “Well, if you would do this or that, you’d feel better!”

Well, that’s how those aspects feel. They don’t want to be fixed.

They want to be welcomed home, just the way they are.

They don’t want to be analyzed. And with more and more of them, fortunately, you can’t analyze them. Because, well, there’s too many of them, and they’re too deep, and your mind doesn’t have the context to analyze them with, or even to identify them with.

All you get is that pain in your body, or that feeling in your psyche of pain and emotion, of confusion and anger, or whatever it is you feel. A lot of times, it’s just sadness.

The other day, John got out of bed and went downstairs, and he just had to cry. He didn’t know why, but it was such a wave of deep, deep grief and sadness, and he just had to cry.

Well, fortunately he knows enough at this point not to try to figure out why, because it’s not important. He just let himself cry, and in a little while it passed on, because I was releasing it. I was distilling it. And then it was over.

The pains in your body are very similar. They’re a little deeper, you could say, or at least the sensations are more real to you, more physical. And your mind wants to identify them in all the usual ways, and it doesn’t really work. Because that’s not what they are about.

The parts of you where the light is coming on are waking up, and they need to be allowed to come home. They need to be welcomed home. And that’s all. Then they pass.

Some of them are deeper. Some of them stand for whole categories of shame and guilt and all these things, over many different lifetimes, and those last longer. They’re deeper. But the same thing is true there: Soul is taking care of them, and your job is to simply allow them. They will pass, but it might take a while.

Hmm…

In the threshold class from Crimson Circle, Adamus said that some of the ascended masters, when they came to this point—and this is the dragon point. This is where the dragon is rooting all that stuff out.

He said that some of the ascended masters took several lifetimes to get through that. A few of them did it in a few years, but most of them took most of a lifetime to get through this process.

You’ve already been going through this for a long time, even before Heaven’s Cross, but it still takes time.

So when John heard that, he realized that we’re not doing so bad. It is happening, but it takes time. It takes patience.

So, are there any questions coming up, or comments, at this point?

Monica.

Unmute yourself.

Monica: Can you hear me?

Master Anna: Yes.

Monica: I’m struggling on a human level a bit with the theme, I’m owning a business, and how to be in this process and not having an old agenda. How to lead a business, making decisions without any battles, being not in competition with other businesses. Yeah, it’s a lot of different feelings and questions around this, and I’m struggling.

It’s almost, sometimes, that I want to push it away, that I don’t have to deal with it. I told myself, perhaps better you finish this immediately, that you don’t have to deal with it in a new way, and also a fear that it is not possible to deal in a new way with all these different challenges and decisions and questions.

Yeah, this is one thing, and on the other thing I’m dealing also with the physical sensation. The doctor also wants to go deeper and examine it, and I’m between this also. So there are, at the moment, tensions from everywhere, from many different sides, many different levels.

Could you say something to this all, please?

Master Anna: Well, this is the challenge of stepping out of mass consciousness and staying in at the same time.

It is, how do we navigate these tensions between all the different facets of that, and what you’re feeling inside? It’s challenging.

And everybody’s situation and everybody’s path is unique, so we don’t have an answer for you in terms of “do this or that.” That’s something you and your soul have to feel your way through.

We would encourage you to put your main focus on that connection between you and your soul. It’s right there. It’s you. It’s just a different perspective.

You don’t have to reach out for it. You don’t have to search for it. If you do, you’ll be frustrated.

It’s you. It’s right there.

And open up that communication, that relationship.

Make your soul your primary relationship.

Practice communicating with your soul.

You can do that however you like. If you’re a writer, you can write in your journal. Make it a conversation instead of just a monologue.

Write your questions and then write your answers, and you’ll find that your soul is jumping in and filling in those answers for you.

However you want to do it, open up.

Just allow that communication to open up with your soul, and that will help. It will help you navigate these choices.

And indeed, it’s very difficult as we open up so much.

John finds it very, very difficult to interact with the world in the way that he used to. He used to be a computer consultant. He fixed computers for people. Even after he moved to Slovania, he could help all these clients through remote access. And then he started finding, over the last couple years especially, that it just doesn’t work anymore. His brain can’t cope with that level of technical details and schedules and all these things. And you have to find where that point is for you.

There are some things he still does, a couple of old loyal clients that he still takes care of occasionally, along with a warning that at some point he won’t be able to.

But you have to find for yourself that balance point, where you can cope and where you can’t, and there may come a point when the only thing that makes sense is to let the business go. But your soul will help you know when, or if, that point comes.

So, bring your attention there. Bring your attention to your soul, to your divinity.

That is the main thing that’s happening right now: Your divinity is waking up, and it is coming in. It is being present in your life, and it is fully accessible to you now.

It’s still a challenge for the mind to let go enough to let it happen, but you are doing that. You know how to find it now, so just let that part of you open. And then you’ll know how to deal with all these other things.

Does that help?

Monica:Thank you so much. Yes, I will do so, and start writing with my soul.

Master Anna: However it works for you! John talked in a voice recorder for a while. You know, whatever works for you to just open up that connection.

Monica: Thank you very much.

Master Anna: Let your soul’s love in. The greatest form of self-love there is, is to allow yourself to feel the love from your soul.

And if you ever have a question of if you are actually writing from your soul or from your mind, look at the judgments.

Your soul doesn’t have any.

Your soul is going to tell you how wonderful you are, and how perfect things are, even if it’s a little challenging. It will offer you a hug.

Your mind will tell you all the things you should do different, “It would be better if you hadn’t done that,” and all those things. That’s your mind.

Your soul is going to love you. It’s going to tell you, It’s okay. You are right where you need to be. All is well. This is happening, and you don’t have to make it happen. You don’t have to get it right anymore. Just to allow the process, and then you’ll know.

When choices come, you just feel them. And you feel your soul. Ask your soul, “How does this feel to you?” And then feel in your body. Feel, however you feel it, and you’ll know.

It comes in the instant. It’s NOT a process of analyzing.

Your soul doesn’t care anything about your mind’s reasons for or reasons why not, or any of those things. It just says, “Oh, look over here! That feels kind of good!” Or, “Hm, that feels kind of heavy.”

And then you’ll know.

It may not make any sense at all to your mind, but trust that feeling.

It might cause some things to fall apart. Allow that! Because you will find they are replaced with a whole new life.

Hmm…

What else?

Monica: Thank you very much.

Master Anna: You’re welcome.

Sylvia.

Silvia: Hi. It makes a big difference to know that the pain that you are feeling in different parts of your body is your energy!

Master Anna:  Indeed.

Silvia: Wow! That’s a big wow for myself today!

I knew in a way, because I can feel, I can feel, listen by, but that confirms that. And hearing it from you, it confirms that.

Master Anna: Yes.

Silvia:In a way I was fighting that, but no point to. There is no point to fight that.

Master Anna:  It’s your own energy, what is there to fight? It’s all your own energy.

Silvia: That’s why I’m here, to learn more about my divinity.

Master Anna: Indeed.

Silvia: Thank you.

Master Anna: You’re welcome.

Mmm…

Divinity In Experience.

We love that name for this class!

Ahh…

It scared John half out of his mind when we suggested that name to him! And, well, we’re working on the other half…

Ah, feel it.

Feel it in you.

Indeed, as Sylvia reminded us, it is ALL your energy!

There is nothing, nothing, there to fight!

Oh, it will fight with you. Your energy is always serving you, and if you choose to fight it, it will fight back, just because that’s how it serves you. It thinks you want to fight, so it fights you until you stop.

Put down your sword. Stop trying to fix everything.

Stop trying to figure everything out, and just receive it.

Receives the darkness.

Received the pain.

Receive it!

Mmm…

I am Receiving!

Some of you may have heard that beautiful program from the Crimson Circle, with that name: I Am Receiving.

It’s not a command. It’s not an affirmation.

It is an acknowledgement.

Yes, I am receiving, and it is all my own energy.

And in that receiving, oh, that’s where the integration can happen.

Mmm…

Breathe it in.

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The human doesn’t like to breathe it in. The human goes, “I don’t want to breathe that in. That will feel really bad!”

No, when you breathe it in, that’s when it can integrate.

Breathe in the pain.

Breathe in the confusion.

Mmm…

Breathe in the hopelessness when it shows up.

The sadness, the grief, the guilt and the shame.

Breathe it in!

That’s the ultimate hug.

Mmm…

Whenever these things pop up, consciously imagine your sword that you find in your hand, imagine it falling to the ground.

You just let go, and it falls to the ground.

You’ve been fighting these things for so long.

Just let your sword fall to the ground.

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You offer them a hug.

You breathe them in.

It’s all you, just breathe it in.

I welcome you, just the way you are!

And then that big monster, that is just a manifestation of your dragon, is going to turn into a cute little kitten, or whatever. And it’s going to snuggle up to you and say, “Thank you. I missed you.”

Mmm…

So, there is such a tendency of the human to feel like they are getting it all wrong when things hurt. But it doesn’t mean that at all.

It means it’s time to breathe it in, to let it come home.

And don’t panic if it takes a while. This process takes patience.

But know that your soul is doing it, and you don’t have to.

All you have to do is let it happen.

Mmm…

So, unless there is anything else from any of you, we’ll leave you with that for today.

Thank you for joining this class, and thank you also to the others who will be joining in the recordings and the transcripts.

There are several people who don’t speak English, one person who can’t hear, so they come in later. But they are part of this.

Your energies are here also, even if you are not here in this human moment. Because that’s all it, is a human moment.

You are timeless, and your energies are here also.

So, thank you to all of you for participating, and we’ll see you in a couple weeks!

Mmm…

And so it is.

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John:  Ahh…

Christopher: All right. Thank you very much, John. Thank you everyone for sharing and asking questions.

John: That was unexpected for me. I didn’t realize that it was going to be Anna. I’ve channeled her a couple of times in the past and it was always a bit of a surprise, but it’s just another facet of my soul.

Silvia: It’s still your energy.

John: Yes, indeed!

So, thank you all for being here!

The schedule will be on the website. I think the only thing on the website in this moment is this session, but I’ll be adding the next ones quickly, and the recordings will be there as soon as we can process them.

So, blessings to all of you!

Participants together: Awesome. Thanks John. Thanks guys. Bye. Thank you!

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