Divinity In Experience

Session 3

Channeled by John McCurdy during a live Zoom session on August 9, 2023

This transcript has been edited from the original recording to ensure that the intended meaning is conveyed as clearly as possible. Note that Hmm, Mmm, and lines with just a dot signify places to pause, and to feel into what is being said.

Thank you to Chris Vandermeer for preparing this transcript!

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John: Welcome everybody! I’m glad you made it. It’s been a crazy intense week for me, and I think for most of you too.

We’ve had lots of floods here in Slovenia, but Romana and I are fine. She’s doing some other things and can’t make the class, but she’ll listen later and says hello to everybody.

So, let’s dive in. Chris, go ahead and play the music, and we’ll see where we go.

[music plays]

Master Anna: I am that I am!

Master Anna of Magical Service. Here, along with Master John, my masculine other side, or facet.

Ahh…

Welcome, to all of you!

Oh, it’s like John said, it’s been such an intense week! Or several weeks. Or several months, or your whole lifetime! Because this is it. This is the time you have been preparing for.

Mmm…

This is the time.

Oh, but it’s intense! John and Romana were talking a couple hours ago about all the stuff going on, and John said, “It feels like we took polyjuice potion!”

For those of you who haven’t read the Harry Potter books, polyjuice potion was this potion that if you concocted it just right, and you dropped somebody’s hair or something in it and then drank it, your body went through this intense freakout and reshaping itself, and suddenly you looked like that other person or animal or whoever’s hair it was.

But the thing is, you actually drank that potion a long, long time ago. You call it the wall of fire, what you went through when you took that potion. It’s a metaphor. And now here you are, and it’s wearing off. And now you are going back through that intensive process of your body shifting and changing and turning into something completely different.

So yes, it’s intense.

I feel it in John. I feel his body and what it’s going through. It’s so intense! But this is what you came here for.

In this lifetime, in this particular time, this is where we bring together everything that has happened since the very beginning of your journey.

And yes, it’s intense. It’s difficult for your body because your body is, well, in a sense, you are stepping out of it and into something completely different. It might look the same to the people around you, but it is completely different.

Your light body is so different. It doesn’t work the way your human body worked, and right now you are in that transition. You are letting go of all this illusion of somebody else, and coming back to yourself. And so often, it hurts.

And everything in your human life is changing. A lot of times that means it’s falling apart, but it’s really just changing.

As you’re coming back to yourself, you are learning to receive.

Oh, we’ve done a couple of channels that we released recently, about the feminine and the masculine. Not just coming back together into some kind of androgynous mush, but coming back into their rightful places.

The Feminine… We used the metaphor of a ship, and that’s you. You are the ship. The feminine is the rightful captain. She was the one who first asked that question, who am I?

The masculine… Oh, you could say it’s the first officer, the one who interfaces between the captain and the crew. (It’s just a metaphor.)

And now, for so long the masculine was trying to be the captain, and now it’s time for the feminine to come back to her rightful place within you. She is—oh, in our last session we called her the heart of your soul.

Hmm…

So here we are, going through this intensive process, this intensive transformation, and nobody knows exactly what it’s going to look like on the other side. And the masculine keeps trying to figure it out. It keeps saying, “What’s happening? Why aren’t we getting there? Why, why is all this feeling so difficult?”

And the feminine is saying, “Be still, Adam. Be still, mind. Just let it happen. It is happening, and you can’t stop it at this point. You can make it more difficult for yourself by fighting it, but you can’t stop it. You can’t get it wrong. This is what is happening right now, and the only thing you can do is be with it. Be in the experience.”

Hmm…

So, we have a number of questions from people who can’t make it today. But let’s start here, if any of you have something you’d like to start with.

Silvia.

Silvia: Hello. This that you are talking about is exactly what’s happening to me. A lot of pain on my body.Bone breakers—I don’t know how you call it, but oh my God, it’s been so hard this week! But here, in our world, we call it, it’s just a mosquito bite. But I know it’s more than a mosquito bite. And I didn’t hear completely your explanation, but I would like you to elaborate more about that you just did.

Master Anna: I’m sorry, I didn’t catch what you just said.

Silvia: If you can elaborate a little bit more about that. 

Master Anna: The things going on in your body?

Silvia: Yeah.

Master Anna: Yeah, it’s what we were just saying. Your body is going through very intense transformation.

And we want to leave it there for the moment, because we have several other questions on the same topic. So we’re going to come back to that.

Silvia: Okay.

Master Anna: Anybody else?

Lisa.

Lisa: So on the body issue, you know, I hear a lot of people including, you know, in the Crimson Circle circle, complain about pain. Aches, pains and even Adamus sometimes characterizes it as aches and pains. I don’t have so much aches and pain, but what I experience is a very bizarre—like Michelin Man—sensation.

I feel like my body, my midriff, is like expanding, and I can’t even feel it. I can sense the loss of density, but my clothes don’t fit. So, I it’s like, I don’t know what, you know, even if I starve I just continue to feel this expansion going on. And it’s freaking me out, because if I get on a scale I’m going to kill myself!

But, you know, it’s a weight issue for me. It’s an expansive feeling, an airy feeling that I can’t—and it’s just uncomfortable. The bottom line is it’s just uncomfortable.

So, I just wanted to weigh in on the non ache and pain weird uncomfortableness.

Master Anna: Indeed!

And, it’s the same thing. It’s just that with every person it manifests differently. And a lot of us feel aches and pains, but oh, John goes through days where he can barely function. He can barely move. It’s not so much that he hurts so much, but that he doesn’t have any strength and can barely move.

Then he sits down at the computer and there are all these things he feels like he needs to do, and it just all turns into mud.

So it comes in many different ways, but it’s all part of this transformation.

And—ha!—we would encourage you not to kill yourself over the extra weight, because it will pass!

But it is part of this process.

Hmm…

Anybody else?

Monica.

Monica: Hello. For me, it’s more no pains, but then I feel totally exhausted, totally tired. And then in the evening, I’m suddenly awake, then I can’t fall asleep, and in the morning I’m so super tired the whole day, like somebody has hit me the whole night.

And at the moment my vision, my eye vision is totally unclear. I have the idea my eyes are not, umm… One eye is watching to the other side. I can’t say it clearly.

Yes, this is upside down and I feel often very dizzy, especially when I have to go to the town, something to do, I feel totally dizzy and exhausted. I can almost not be together with a lot of people.

It scaring me in a way also. I have also fears. I experienced the last two weeks, twice that a man came toward me and I felt totally scared that he’s doing something to me. So strange things are happening, and I just allow it and be with it, but it’s quite uncomfortable.

But here I am, and I’m glad to be here. Thank you.

Master Anna: Oh, John knows exactly what you are talking about in so many of those things.

Monica: Yeah, I feel so super sensitive. And in a way, the daily work is not so much what I have to do, but I feel driven inherently, nervous. I have the idea I can’t, yeah, do it, it’s too much. But I have done it in the past much more, and I feel physically exhausted about everything that I have to do.

Master Anna: Yes, that exhaustion is, oh, a lot of us are feeling it. John and Romana rearranged their living room the other day, and just moved a few things around, and it wiped them out. Both of them.

Monica: Yeah, okay.

Master Anna: Yeah, it’s just that things aren’t working the way they used to. They’re not working the way they used to in your body. And that’s not something to panic about. The body wants to panic about it, the mind wants to panic about it, like, “Oh my God, what’s happening? What’s wrong with me?”

But there is nothing wrong.

Monica: And I have also the feeling that everything, what is coming out of my body smells different. It’s strange. The breath, the everything, I don’t want to tell what, but you can imagine what I mean!

Master Anna: Yes, indeed. We don’t need to imagine it.

[laughter]

Monica: Thank you.

Master Anna: Indeed!

Mmm…

So Chris, why don’t you skip over the first two questions in the list right now, and let’s go through the body ones since we’re on that topic.

Chris: Sure, okay, so we’ll start with a question from Fabio, which is translated from Italian.

“I have circulation problems in my lower limbs, in fact I have quite serious varicose veins that I have to remove, but at the moment it is not possible to remove them because my blood is too thick and I risk a pulmonary embolism. If I don’t remove them, I get phlebitis like it has been happening to me lately and I also risk pulmonary embolism. I have decided not to have surgery and I try to entrust myself to my soul as much as I can (perhaps this is the real purpose of this experience). In me there is partly the fear of dying and partly the acceptance of death by entrusting myself to My Soul. The last few months and weeks have been fantastic for me, I am integrating more and more and I can see and feel that what is outside of me who is actually Inside and I feel it more and more Mine. Can you say something Teacher Anna about my health?”

Master Anna: Hmm…

Indeed, you already said part of the answer. It’s here to help you connect with your own soul. And you are going through the same transformation that all of you are going through, that John is going through, and every one of you. And it is indeed…

Hmm…

We need John to breathe here for a minute.

[John pauses to breathe]

It is indeed this transformation, this… Oh, you are splitting off from mass consciousness, this thing you created so long ago to guide your creation. It’s like a template or a pattern to guide your creation so that you could each have a similar creation, and thereby have a common framework within which to interact. And you are splitting off from that.

Hmm…

You are coming into your own creation, and it doesn’t need a pattern anymore. But letting go of the old pattern is a big deal. It’s difficult.

So let’s go on and hear the other questions, and then we’ll go more into this.

Chris: Okay, this question is from Kerry.

“I’m writing this at night as my digestion is in turmoil and the sides of my neck pulse and ache, as they have for the last six weeks or more.  It seems to be a reaction to what I eat or drink, but I’m at a total loss about what I’ve been experiencing, usually daily.  So I be with it, I breath with it, I allow it…as best I can.  OR is it time to say “No More!”  At our last meeting, you mentioned the need to be the captain of your ship – meaning, I think, mainly of the mind and body. How does this relate to allowing? It may be both:  You say “No More!” to, for example, bad health in general, but then you also allow whatever unfolds. I don’t know if I’m in danger but I’ve not yet felt called to visit a doctor.  For all I know, this could just be a symptom of light coming in. Can you advise further?  Thank you.”

Master Anna: Ah, indeed. First thing we need to say is trust your own knowing about whether to see a doctor or not. There is no shame in it, if that is what you feel.

And, this also is part of the same process of letting go of everything that has been familiar to you and to your body, and letting go of the pattern around which it was formed.

As for where to say no more… [thunder rumbles in the background]

You might hear the thunder rolling in the background here. A storm coming over.

Ahh…

You see, the place to say no more… The mind, Adam, the masculine, wants to use that to say, “No more pain! No more stuff going on in my body!” But that just holds up your process. If you want to move forward, you need that stuff to happen in your body.

The place to say no more is when the mind jumps up and starts trying to figure it out, trying to stop the experience. And then you say, “Dear mind, no more. We need to have this experience. We need to go through it. We need to feel it. We need to allow it.”

And in that, in that allowing, the experience will pass. It will change. Maybe not immediately, but a lot sooner than if you are fighting it, than if you are trying to say, “No more, I can’t deal with that!”

That kind of sticks it to you. It kind of just holds it in.

So, don’t try to fix the experience that you are having. Instead, breathe it in.

You can ask it, “Why are you here? What do I need to feel from you?” and then let it go. Turn it over to your soul.

Letting it go doesn’t mean you are not going to feel it, or that it’s going to stop happening immediately. But it turns it over to your soul to take it and to help it accomplish its purpose.

Every experience you go through, every pain, every ache, everything that happens, has a purpose. You don’t need to figure out what that purpose is, but until it can accomplish that purpose it’s going to stay there. So you turn it over to your soul.

Just say to your soul, Dear soul, take this. I’m willing to be here. I’m willing to feel it for as long as is necessary, but you take it. You take care of it. You manage it. You help it do what it needs to do.

And your soul will.

Oh, then the mind jumps up and says, “But it hurts! But maybe there’s something terrible happening to me!”

That’s when you say no more. No more, dear mind. This is where we sit back and take a deep breath and be with self, just the way self is right now.

Hmm…

Let’s go on to the next question.

Chris: A question from Manuel.

“Hello Master John,

Would you please talk in more detail about the light body and the interplay with the integration of the other incarnations and parts.

Thank you!”

Master Anna: Indeed!

Hmm…

That’s kind of all we’re talking about here.

So let’s go to the next question. I think you are down to the two questions that were at the beginning.

Chris: Yes, from Judy, is that right?

Master Anna: Yes, let’s go ahead and go through those. It all ties together, and then we’ll go into an experience.

Chris: Fantastic. Okay, so first a sharing from Judy.

“The metaphor of the carrot didn’t seem to express quite what I meant, when recently asking a question. So of course the comments felt as if there was something wanting. And then it dawned on me what it was about: The human has a desire to be done with, whatever it is. There is always a beginning and an end, to anything in human life. The human lives on a timeline. So there is birth and death, a start to a race and crossing the finishing line, a kick-off to a project and a finale, etc.

But Divinity in Experience is neither on a time-line, nor will it ever end. It goes on forever and ever. I remember well when it hit me, the human, that I should, truly, exist forever. I was terrified. No end to it?!? Always, always more to it?!? From the human perspective, it looked rather frightening. But to Soul, the Divine, the I AM it is this continuously unfolding, forever expanding experience. Never the same, growing grander in ways the human cannot fathom at all. It is, in fact, this never-ending story, which to the human felt sooo uncomfortable, and exhausting. My human wanted to be done with it, at some point.

When I let this insight sink deep into me, it made me draw a deep, deep breath, and I exhaled with a sigh of relief. My human may still long for to be done with… (whatever), in her human life, at least sometimes, but she can also understand, that this concept is only valid in her 3D-world. And that all-the-rest will be taken care of.”

Master Anna: Beautifully said! Thank you.

Chris: So the second part is by Judy as well,

“Being aware that it is a metaphor, it still doesn’t feel right, to me. The Feminine Captain, giving out orders?!? Hierarchy and ordering about feels so masculine, and patriarchal! The image which emerged instead, when feeling into it: A huge swarm of fish in the ocean, moving here and there, turning direction at exactly the same moment, without any one of them in the lead. It is as if these fish had some kind of simultaneous communication with each other, so they all move in unison, in what looks like a beautiful, harmonious dance. For me, the feminine is the one who inspires, asks for cooperation, works in a team. Not in a democratic fashion, but more like in a mature organization, in which each member has specific tasks, according to their talents, sharing and participating in a self-responsible, respectful way, supporting each other, learning from each other, and thus growing more and more competent, together. No need to be told to do so, or even ordered. The boss is not a certain position or person, but the jointly acquired knowledge. For our purpose here, I’d call it the Inner Knowingness, the accumulated Wisdom – Soul, in fact, who would not be who she is without all the experiences of all the facets of me.

Thank you for any additional insights, metaphors, comments.”

Master Anna: Indeed!

Ahh…

And indeed, that’s how it should work.

But so often it doesn’t, and it hasn’t for a long time, because for so long the masculine has been trying to be in charge. And the masculine, all it knows is to solve all the problems and fix everything and order everybody around.

And now it is time for that to change.

The primary expression of the masculine is the mind, and sometimes you have to say, “Mind, masculine, no more! Take a break! This isn’t your job anymore!”

And indeed, the feminine captain doesn’t go around ordering the crew around. She doesn’t need to. She inspires them.

But sometimes, when somebody, when one part of the crew is out of balance, she has to be very, very clear. She has to make a clear choice, because this isn’t a committee.

She is the captain.

She is you, your consciousness, your self, and she has to make a choice that says, I’m not going to let my mind run down these rabbit holes anymore. Always asking why, always asking questions.

Oh, that’s ok in the human game. But in coming back to yourself, it doesn’t work anymore. Because you know. You don’t need to ask questions. You simply know.

But sometimes those parts of us have to be reminded. We have to get their attention sometimes.

It’s not about ordering them around. It’s about saying, Hey, over here! Wake up! That’s not your role anymore, so come back to your rightful place. Dear mind, you are the interface between me and our biology. That is your job. All that other stuff was part of the game, and it’s no longer relevant. It’s no longer needed. It doesn’t help anymore. So come back, and be still.

Hmm…

It’s about being clear with yourself.

All these parts of you are not other beings that you need to be in a committee with. They are you.

It’s not about ordering them around. They are you!

It’s about saying, No more battle. No more battle with myself. Because that is mostly what the mind is doing, battling with itself, and it’s time to stop.

Sometimes you, as the captain, need to put your foot down and say, No more battling! No more fighting with self! No more fighting with all these aspects of self! And that includes everything and everyone around you. Let it go. Come back. Be still. You are me. I am you. No more battling.

Mmm…

Uroš, I want to acknowledge your sharing. It’s too long to read here in the class, but I will make it available to everyone on the web page so that everyone can read it. And it all ties in to everything else we’re talking about here.

Mmm…

So, let’s take a deep breath.

Feel.

Feel your body.

Hmm…

Oh, let’s feel the ship that we talked about last time.

It’s a beautiful ship, sailing on the ocean.

It’s you.

It’s got this beautiful, amazing crew, all the parts of you.

Mmm…

You’ve got your hands and your feet and your fingers and your toes and all the parts of your body, and they are all part of the crew of this ship.

Hmm…

Now, as you look around at your ship, feel their confusion.

They are working so hard to keep everything running. But they are confused, because for so long there has been no clarity.

You look over at the captain’s place, and you see Adam.

You see your mind working so hard to manage this ship. Shouting orders, punishing the ones that don’t obey, arguing with itself.

Feel how confused he is.

He’s trying so hard, and he has been for so long. Trying so hard to manage this ship.

Mmm…

You know how tired he is.

Oh, it’s showing up in your body right now.

So tired.

So exhausted.

And that, dear human, is coming from the mind.

Hmm…

The mind has been working so hard.

You gave it this job so long ago.

You said, “I don’t know how to fix everything, so you try.”  And oh, he’s been trying so hard!

But it has never worked.

Hmm…

And the more tired and confused your mind feels, the harder it works.

You wonder why you can’t sleep some nights. You’re so exhausted during the day, and then it comes night and you are so full of energy that you can’t sleep.

Well, part of that is your mind trying so hard to do its job.

It’s trying to fix all these aches and pains in your body.

It’s trying to fix all this confusion in every part of your being, or at least of your body.

Hmm…

So you quiet down in the evening and try to rest, and your mind takes that opportunity to try to fix everything.

That’s not the only thing going on, obviously, but it’s a big part of it.

Look around at your crew, at all the parts of your body. They are so confused!

Hmm…

With the mind in charge you’ve crashed so many times, smashed the boat to pieces on the rocks.

Well, then you brought it back together and went on, or got a new boat and went on your journey again. And all these parts of your crew remember. Not in detail, but they remember the feeling, and they are terrified that you are going to crash and burn again.

They have all these arguments going among them, and with your mind: What do we do? We should do this! We should do that! We need to do something else!

They are all confused!

No wonder your body hurts.

No wonder this ship feels like it’s barely holding together by its last threads.

Your crew is at war with itself!

Even your mind is at war with itself!

Hmm…

No wonder it hurts.

But now is the time.

Now is the time you have dreamed of for so long.

Hmm…

Now you, dear feminine, dear heart of your soul, are waking up.

Hmm…

You see, in a way, you went to sleep.

You got so frustrated with what was happening and with your inability to fix it, that in a certain way you went to sleep and turned it all over to the mind.

But now, you are awake.

Mmm…

And everyone here in this class, your soul is awake.

Your feminine, the heart of your soul, is awake.

She is looking around, and seeing what’s happening.

Oh, you don’t have to worry. She has no judgments, because that’s not how she works.

So feel her now, as she steps forward.

Hmm…

Allow yourself to imagine this beautiful woman stepping forward on your ship, as you.

As you, the essence, the heart, of you.

Hmm…

Even if you are a man, feel this heart of you stepping forward, stepping up to the place of the captain and saying:

Dear mind, dear Adam, you are relieved. You are relieved of your responsibility to manage this ship, because I am back. I am your captain, and it is time for you to go back to your rightful place.

Oh, it’s time for more than that, but we’ll get to that!

You turn to the crew, and you hear yourself say:

Dear crew, I am back.

Be still now. Go back to your places.

You don’t need to fight anymore.

You don’t need to argue anymore.

Just go back to your places.

Yes, the waters are rough, rougher than they have ever been on our journey.

And there are lots of rocks around, but we are not going to hit them.

Because I am back, and I know the way.

So it’s going to be rough for a while.

It may even hurt at times.

But you, dear crew, are safe.

This ship is safe.

Mmm…

You look around, and you see the crew relaxing.

It’s not about ordering them around. You don’t need to do that.

That was Adam’s way, and it didn’t work.

Hmm…

You’ll see Adam trying here and there, because it’s such a habit.

He was working so hard for you!

You say:

Adam, come back.

Be still.

Every part of my crew knows what their role is.

They know exactly what to do because I am here now, and I am connected to all of them.

They are all me.

So Adam, you don’t have to push them around anymore.

In fact, dear Adam, you can blend back into me, and rest.

Hmm…

You look around at the ship.

Oh, a few minutes ago it looked like the ship was about to fall apart.

Now, suddenly, it’s whole and sound.

Ahh…

It’s looking newer by the minute.

It’s strong and solid.

Because it is you too, with you awake.

Hmm…

It is all coming back together.

Hmm…

But you need to understand the difference between how your heart leads, and how your mind tries to control everything.

You see, the essence of feminine is receiving.

Hmm…

And you’ve been hearing about that lately.

The essence of masculine is about pushing, and there is no more place in your life for pushing.

Hmm…

We should say that a little differently.

The essence of masculine has become pushing, but there is no place for that anymore.

No more pushing.

No more pushing to make things happen.

No more pushing just to get money, or anything else you think you need.

And every time you do, it’ll hurt.

It will trigger things in your body that hurt, sometimes really bad.

So no more pushing.

Instead, the feminine receives.

Now, the feminine doesn’t look around and say, “I want to receive more of that!”

No, that’s just more pushing.

The feminine just opens up.

She looks around and she sees as the beauty, and she receives it.

She looks around, and she sees her ship just as it is.

And she receives it.

And in that receiving, the ship is healed.

The crew are healed.

The feminine looks around and sees the chaos in the world, and she receives it.

And in that receiving, consciousness is brought to the world.

Light shines upon the world, illuminates it, and the world is healed.

Not because she did anything to heal the world, but because she simply received it.

You see, when you receive anything, when you truly receive it, it brings consciousness to it.

It brings awareness to it.

It brings light to it.

And that changes everything.

Hmm…

It brings healing.

It brings peace.

It brings joy.

It brings a whole new kind of experiences.

Hmm…

But the feminine doesn’t go out and say, “I want to receive more of those kind of experiences!” Because then you are back to pushing.

The feminine simply receives what is here right now.

She simply receives the experience that is here right now.

Mmm…

So you, dear captain, bring your attention back to your ship and to your crew.

Oh, you feel all of the wounds so deep.

You look back on them and oh, from here you can see the beauty that they brought to you.

The wisdom that they brought to you.

You look at each one, and you smile.

Ahh, what an experience! What a jewel that I will carry with me forever!

Mmm…

You look around at this body, this human body, and you receive it.

You feel the aches and the pains.

You feel the fears, the terrors, that are held in your body.

The memories.

Oh, such painful memories!

You receive them.

Mmm…

Ahh…

You receive the aches and the pains, the memories, the fears, the confusion, the extra weight.

Whatever it is, you receive it.

You breathe it in.

Not in order to heal it, but simply to receive it as a beautiful and so valuable part of you.

Simply receive it, just as it is.

Mmm…

And watch what happens.

It may continue to hurt for a while, and you just keep receiving it.

The point of receiving is not to make it stop hurting.

The point of receiving is simply to receive the hurt, to acknowledge it, to own it, to hold it tight as part of you. And in that, it will transform. In the right time, and that is not for you to decide.

What is for you to decide is whether to keep pushing things around and keep trying to figure everything out, or to simply receive.

To receive it all.

Receiving is not about just receiving what you like.

It is about receiving all of you, just the way you are.

And there is nothing that you can perceive, that is not a part of you.

So receive it.

Gently receive it.

Hmm…

And that is your assignment for the coming—oh, until our next session. John can’t remember if it’s two weeks or three weeks! There’s one of these times when it’s three weeks between sessions, but it doesn’t matter.

Until our next session, receive.

Whenever you find yourself struggling with something, or something hurting inside of you, receive it.

Take a deep breath.

Breathe it in.

Receive it.

Mmm…

To each of you who asked about your body, that is your work.

It’s all part of this incredible transformation. And the thing is, it’s happening.

At this point you cannot stop it.

You can only decide, in a way, how much you want it to hurt.

You can decide whether to fight it, or to receive it.

If you choose the receiving, you’ll get through it faster.

It will still take time, because you’ve spent many, many, oh, millions, maybe billions, of years of your time since the very beginning. Oh, before even this physical universe existed, you spent all of that time fighting, struggling against what is, trying to fix everything.

So it’s a very deep habit, and that’s why this takes some time.

That’s why you need to be very, very clear with your mind:

Stop the fighting.

Stop the battle.

Stop the questioning.

Take a breath.

Mmm…

Now is the time to receive.

Dear mind, now is the time to blend back into your soul.

You will not lose your identity as this profound mind, this very valuable tool.

But for so long, you were given the responsibility of trying to do your soul’s job.

Mmm…

And dear Soul, dear Feminine, now is the time to be very clear with your mind that it’s time to let all that go. It is time for your mind to rest, and that is its job right now.

It has served you so well! And now it is time for it to rest.

You need to be very, very clear about that.

And you know how to be clear. Gently, but clearly and firmly.

Mmm…

Your mind thank you.

But first, it needs to know that you are real. That you really mean it. That you are really back in the captain’s seat.

Ahh…

So, here you are.

You look around you, and your ship is transforming!

Hmm…

It’s transforming from an old wooden vessel, sailing on the ocean at the mercy of the storms.

Oh, it’s transforming around you, into a starship.

A beautiful, amazing starship.

Mmm…

You are sailing among the stars, among the galaxies.

Mmm…

Your crew, oh, they’re all working together in perfect harmony.

The masculine and the feminine are now one, integrated together.

Hmm…

The last of the issues of your body, the last of the old ship, are being transformed.

This starship, oh, it’s you.

It’s not a physical vessel, it’s you!

It can take any form that you imagine at any moment.

It can take you to any place that you imagine!

Any place in this universe, it can be there in a breath.

Any place you can imagine, even outside of this universe.

Oh, there is so much more to the reality that you have created, and with this ship you can be there in the blink of an eye.

Mmm…

You see a beautiful galaxy over there, and the ship just takes you there.

Or is it that the galaxy comes to you?

Ahh…

Allow yourself to sail the stars for a few moments.

Allow your imagination to go free.

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Mmm…

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Now you remember, oh, I have that human over there on that little planet, in a beautiful galaxy called the Milky Way.

Suddenly you are back here, sitting in this human body.

And the starship is still here.

It’s very real, even though the human can’t quite see it.

But it can feel it.

The human is being integrated into the starship, the best parts of the human.

The parts that don’t serve you so much are being transformed. Not left behind, but transformed.

It’s all you.

You are transforming into…

Oh, for the moment we’ll call it this starship, but it’s really just you. This beautiful being!

Oh, you can continue to look like the human to others, but you are not human anymore.

We want you to hear that.

You are not human anymore.

You are Divinity itself.

You have a human facet, a human pattern, made up of hundreds or thousands of humans that you have been.

Mmm…

And you can pick and choose, or mix and match.

You can project an illusion of the human back onto the earth, and you can live there.

You can be a human, except you are not. But you can still have the human experiences.

Hmm…

Some of the ascended masters can project a brief illusion of human, but you are going beyond that.

You can transform this ship, this beautiful starship, you can transform it in an instant into a human, or something that looks and feels like a human.

Hmm…

And you are getting there very quickly, but you are still here in this transformation.

But the time has come, the time is here, to let go.

That’s all that is holding you back from your light body, from being this incredible starship.

That’s all that is holding you back, is the things you are still holding on to.

It’s time to let go.

Open your hands.

Open your physical hands right now.

It’s a metaphor for opening your energetic hands.

Let go.

Let it all go.

Let your body go.

Let your health go.

Let the aches and pains go.

That doesn’t mean you’ll stop feeling them immediately, but let them go.

Let go of the patterns of human life.

It’s all mass consciousness.

You have something far better now.

But in order to realize it, in order to experience it, you have to let go of the old human.

Oh, it won’t be lost.

Hmm…

Your soul is taking it, integrating it.

It comes with you, in a way, but you have to let go.

There is no holding on in receiving.

You cannot receive and hold on to things at the same time. It simply doesn’t work!

So open your hands.

Let it all go.

And receive so much more.

Receive it all.

You’ll find so much more coming with it.

So much more beauty, so much more joy, so much amazement.

So let go, and receive.

Mmm…

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Now, bring your perception back to the starship. Feel it floating among the stars.

At the same time feel your body here on Earth, and receive it, just the way it is. Aches and pains and all. Extra weight and all. Confusion and all. Just receive it.

It’s so tired.

It’s so exhausted.

Just receive it.

Receive it.

Oh, dear captain, dear heart of soul, receive this human.

Hmm…

No human, don’t panic. You are not dying. You are transforming.

Let it happen.

Mmm…

Receive.

Receive it all.

Mmm…

Receive even the pain, the ugliness, all of it.

Receive it, and watch how it is transformed in your love, in the love of your soul.

Hmm…

As you go forward in your human life, remember this starship.

It’s you, and it is just as real as your body!

Even though nobody else can see it, you can.

If you think you can’t, just tell your mind to be still. And then imagine it.

You can see it.

Hmm…

Just receive it.

As you go through your human life, stop the battles.

Allow yourself to just receive.

If you find you are forgetting, feel back into this starship and receive from there, as soul.

Oh, your soul has not forgotten how to receive.

But here is the funny thing, dear human: You were the one that taught your soul how to receive.

Let that in.

You, dear human, you were the one that taught your soul how to receive.

Mmm…

So now, let Soul do its job.

Ahh…

It took what you taught it, and it multiplied it. But it’s you.

It is you!

So through you, oh, it can receive like you haven’t even imagined yet!

So let it.

Just receive.

All of these other lifetimes, just receive them.

You don’t have to manipulate them.

You don’t have to change them.

Just receive.

Oh, all of that shame we’ve been talking about, buried so deep inside of you that we had to send the dragon to root it all out, receive it.

Receive it, and be the captain, and you will find that it isn’t there anymore.

Hmm…

Ahh…

And so it is!

[John takes a few moments to come back, and goodbyes are said.]

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