Divinity In Experience

Session 6

Channeled by John McCurdy during a live Zoom session on September 27, 2023

This transcript has been edited from the original recording to ensure that the intended meaning is conveyed as clearly as possible. Note that Hmm, Mmm, and lines with just a dot signify places to pause, and to feel into what is being said.

Thank you to Chris Vandermeer for preparing this transcript!

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John: Okay, well, I guess we should get started. Silvia will be coming in when she can, and Chris, why don’t you go ahead and start the music and let’s get started.

[music plays]

Master Anna: I am that I am!

Master Anna, of Magical Service.

Greetings, each one of you. Those of you who are here live and those of you who are listening in later, or reading later, welcome.

Hello, Sylvia!

Ahh…

It’s our last session of this series, but not the end. We will be continuing in a new series. The details are all on the website, or you can ask John. Only this one won’t have an ending date. It’ll just be an ongoing series for however long there’s interest.

So, let’s begin with you who are here. How was your two weeks? How was your divinity in experience?

It’s been a little rough for a lot of you, including John and Romana, so how was it for you?

Lisa?

Lisa: So for me, largely, things just chugging along. I did spend a week down in Florida with my mother, who is aging now and has issues. So I have a tremendous amount of family stuff still percolating in my field, that feels onerous, because I’m pretty much my mother’s main person.

I have two sisters and, you know, but I’m her person. I still struggle with how to reconcile new life with still living the old life. And I don’t know that that’s ever going to go away, because I don’t know how dying in one’s lifetime, when you’re still living in the same body, in the same life with the same people, is going to suddenly change one day.

So, you know, I just feel like this process is so painstakingly slow, and maybe I signed up for this, but experiencing these subtle changes so slowly, it almost feels like nothing’s changing all the time. But yet I feel pregnant with complete change tomorrow.

So it’s this bizarre, bizarre feeling every day. I walk around with it, I struggle with interacting with people, because I don’t believe what they believe anymore. They really can’t hear what I believe, so it’s sort of like I don’t fit anymore.

I don’t know, it’s more of that same jumbled confusion of being in the world, living my old life… I feel like I’m Impersonating Lisa’s old life now. I don’t feel connected to it, but I’m still living it, including my job.

So it’s just… It’s hard to describe. I know you all feel it too. And it’s hard to see what or how any of this is going to change in any meaningful way. I mean, I’d love for anybody to share insights into that, but you know, with politics being what it is in the US and the crazy going on, how is this all going to work with people on so many different frequencies?

It’s just hard for me to envision how it’s even possible, even if I get out of my mind about what the past has been and imagine what it could be. It’s still hard to see, and fathom. Ok, I’m done.

Master Anna: Oh, indeed, it is beyond what the human can imagine. And it is changing.

Who else?

Just unmute yourself and talk, if you feel.

Silvia?

Silvia: I was trying to connect with my heart.

Hi, everyone. I am Silvia, and I have been having two weeks changing from old patterns, new patterns, mostly old patterns. In a way I am kind of being aware of them. That’s something that didn’t happen in the past, but now that I’m aware of them, I don’t want to feel them!

[laughter]

But they are here just to show me the new and the old, the difference, how I was living and the way that I need to change every day. But sometimes it’s not even… It’s just happening. It’s not that a human is creating, it’s just happening. Just vibration, vibrations higher, vibrations lower.

But the human part feels confused, very confused. But then suddenly a merabh helps her, and then going back and assume that everything, everything, is for the enlightenment. And then she releases and then she opens again.

It’s like opening, closing, opening, closing. So it’s just that, that she is aware [of] when she’s open, when she’s closing. So it’s happening more often and often and often, but still happening.

Master Anna: Yes. Mmm…

And all those old patterns, the whole point of them right now is simply for you to be aware of them, because that’s all it takes. You don’t have to change them or fix them. Just, now you see they are there, and that’s all it takes. They’ll change on their own. Your soul will change them. But that awareness changes everything.

Silvia: It’s just the human forgets about it. She’s so focused. She’s so focused on what she’s doing. She really enjoys life! She is engaged in life, and she forgets even that I am there. But we are here.

Master Anna: Yes. Remembering, more and more.

Who else?

Monica: The first week I experienced was a lot of synchronicities in a magical way. They have confronted me with past life experiences. And I could recognize a past life where my female part was most suppressed, most suppressed in that life. That was surprisingly happening in the first week after our meeting, and then the second week, since then, I’m overwhelmed with a lot of old human patterns so that my nervous system is freaking out a bit, up and down with a lot of different emotions.

And yeah, I have also tomorrow a physical challenge in front of me by the doctor. This makes me a bit….the human feeling unsecure. So it’s what Romana was asking last time, but I’m not sure if it was answered, about the nervous system, how the nervous system can handle this, all this up and down and this, yeah, this overwhelming challenges or up and downs. It’s difficult for me to express it in words. And here I am.

Master Anna: It seems, from John’s experience and most everybody he knows going through this, the nervous system is having a big challenge right now. Because, well, everything is changing, and that’s where everything starts in the body. So it’s the nervous system that is the interface between you and your body, and it’s all having to change.

Monica: Well, my question is, will there be a new nervous system with the light body?

Master Anna:Indeed!

Indeed, what exactly it looks like and how it exactly works is for us to discover. Nobody has really done this yet, but indeed.

Monica: I thought you have done it perhaps already.

[laughter]

Master Anna: John wishes! He too is like, “Hurry up, Soul! Let’s get done with this! It hurts! It’s confusing! It’s messy! It’s frustrating!”

Monica:It’s messy. That’s the right word.

Master Anna: And my response is, the body is the ultimate expression of mass-consciousness, and you said, “I want to step out of mass-consciousness. I want to disconnect from it, but I want to stay and play at the same time!”

Well, that means we have to change everything. And we are doing it, but it takes some time for the human to get through the process.

But it is happening, and you cannot get it wrong. You can say it’s already done, and now we are just walking through the experience of it.

Monica: Yeah. The human had the idea that it will be more fluffy.

[laughter]

Master Anna: Well, as we all know, if you really want fluffy you should never be a human!

Monica: Yeah, that’s true. Okay.

Master Anna: Mhm. But you didn’t want fluffy. You can have plenty of that in the other realms.

Monica: That’s true.

Master Anna: You wanted real. You wanted to know, Who am I? In all these messy, challenging ways, who am I? And here we are.

Monica: Thank you.

Master Anna: Thank you.

Silvia?

Silvia:So, I have two questions. Well, not questions, just comments.

I just it am. It amaze me, how it’s so real in a life that is not real. It amaze me! That’s it.

And the other one, and the other one reminds me of the beginning, when we decided to have an experience in a human body, but we are… Or just a body, it doesn’t have to be a human. But just popping in, popping out, popping in, popping out. So in a way, we are living the same. That’s all. I just wanted to say.

Master Anna: Thank you.

Mmm…

Anybody else?

Romana, Chris?

So, Chris, why don’t you go ahead and read… Let’s get those questions out, because they’re all related.

Chris: Sure thing. All right, question one:

“Dear Master Anna within John, thank you for these Zoom sessions you´ve been with us. And thank for the beautiful humans with your sweet energies, who are participating with me – yes, I’ve been here energetically as so many others now and anytime.

“I´ve ‘talked’ (via messages) with John years ago and I compared my lactose intolerance with his diabetes, we´ve both a medical pattern made by doctors and laboratories. Now after session 5, yesterday I asked, how can I do the final shift with my body and my digestion? So later closed my eyes and got the idea: my body is just my own energy with those old belief systems, so I can just blow them away to the air… Now, I’m going to let the rest go for my Self to wisdomize…

“I`ve also had some gluten issues, but they are fading away, because I didn´t want to have any medical determination for them… I’ve noticed gluten issues are very popular among people, at least among the western countries. Any insight, dear Master Anna, about that and about my digestion and about any problems with digestion we, who are acting people on earth right this unbelievable amazing time, have?

“Oh, and what about our aching feet?

“Blessings to all and thanks from the bottom of my heart!”

Master Anna: Ahh…

And thank you, dear one, for your beautiful energies that you bring into this.

Ahh…

And each of you, whether you are here live or not. You bring so much to this!

And indeed, patterns. We’ve been talking about patterns. They are how you live. They are what you live.

The patterns, the habits.

Patterns, they are what make up this thing you call reality. They’re just patterns of… Oh, somebody called them habits of thought, things you’re so used to that you just expect them to be that way. That’s what a pattern is, and that’s what your life is. You’re so used to it being the way it is that you keep recreating it. In each moment you create it again, according to that pattern that you’re used to.

Ahh…

So, indeed, gluten issues. Most of them are simply people copying other people’s patterns.

Oh, there are some more ingrained patterns. If you have celiac disease or something like that, that can be much more… A much deeper pattern, is all it is.

But we see it almost like a fad. It’s popular to have gluten issues. It’s so much in consciousness right now, but it’s a pattern. Everything in consciousness is a pattern! And indeed, you can let it go in a moment.

As long as you don’t fight it. If you get in a battle with your issues you’re just fighting yourself, and that makes it bigger.

So, indeed, John stopped going to the doctor at some point, because he could see how his pattern was to believe the doctor’s patterns.

He went to a chiropractor years ago that did a lot of other healing work, and he was fairly conscious, and he used muscle testing, kinesiology, to help identify what was going on in the body. He would identify something and then he’d test you for strength, and where you went weak, that’s where there was an issue.

And pretty soon John realized that his muscles were responding to this practitioner’s own beliefs, rather than what he knew to be true for himself. So, at that point he decided it was time to just trust himself.

These patterns are so deep, they are so ingrained in human consciousness, and in consciousness in general, into this mass-consciousness. That’s all mass-consciousness is. It’s a set of patterns, and you pick them up so that…

Mmm…

In every moment you create your reality all over again. Everything is a moment-to-moment creation, and it is unique to you.

But you pick up these patterns from all the others and create those same patterns over and over again, because that gives you this shared playground. But now, as we are letting go of that, you can begin to see those patterns, to see them for what they are.

You don’t have to fight with them. Just see them for what they are and allow them to begin changing. Don’t try to force them to change. Don’t fight with them, because that will just reinforce them.

You can begin to allow them to change, and they will, because your soul is right there, just waiting for you to be willing to let some of them go so that it can take them and shift them.

Mmm…

And indeed, the issues with feet. So many of you, including John, have issues with the feet right now.

Well, it’s part of the patterns that you’re releasing. It’s part of patterns from lifetimes and lifetimes of wearing out your feet.

It used to be you had to walk everywhere, and oh, you walked and walked and walked and walked. John spent lifetimes walking and walking and walking and walking, in service to the church or the king or whatever he believed in at the moment.

Mmm…

And it’s also related to the nervous system. A lot of the pain, at least for John, comes from the nerves, and the nervous system is so…

Well, you’ve heard Adamus talk about the anayatron, the communications network between the cells, and that’s what the nervous system is. And it’s all changing. It’s dissolving away, making room for something completely new. A different kind of pattern. A pattern that won’t be set in stone, going forward. A pattern that you can shift and change any time you want to. It doesn’t need this fancy locked-in network.

And how that comes? What it looks like? We are still discovering.

Mmm…

Next question, Chris.

Chris: Question two:

“Lately it has felt as if my body was going to give up any moment, all kinds of different symptoms show up, attacks of pain seemingly wandering around, affecting all parts of the body, sometimes feeling as if my body was connected to an electrical outlet, and for days on end it feels as if I, or rather my human, is lost in some other incarnation. It seems to be rather glum, heavy, depressed…. – I have a notion of it having to do mostly with incarnations in Atlantis, in the times when everything fell apart.
Can anybody relate to this? Do you have experiences similar to these? Any comments from you, Master Anna? – Thank you.”

Master Anna: So, we will put it out first. Does anybody else want to respond to that?

Chris:Yeah, I mean, I literally had a dream, oh, I don’t know, three or four nights ago, in which I was in a car. We were discussing—I was with the people I’m with here now, but one of the women I’m living with was my mother back in Atlantis when it all went down—and we were discussing the traumas of collective parenting that we went through. And I was in the passenger seat of this car.

I remember that Kuthumi started to speak through the woman who was in the driver’s seat, and he started explaining that I’ve still got a lot of Atlantean trauma driving my life, some aspects running my life.

Yeah, that’s probably where a lot of the guilt has been coming from as well, because I’m going through massive amounts of guilt lately, and I haven’t been totally sure where it’s about, because I haven’t fucked up too bad in the physical lately.

So I think, yeah, Atlantis is still running through me, at least. I don’t know about you guys, if you’ve had anything pop up?

Romana: Are you done, Chris?

Chris: Yes.

Romana: Okay, so I also have something to add here.

I’ve had a quite amazing story happening this time, this two weeks since we met here. My part of my Atlantis story is connected with these Greek Islands where also was part of Atlantis. And I’ve had this tremendous trauma that I’ve been observing for several years in these places like—my memory is—like I was responsible for some on Island Delos and other parts, but especially on Island Delos, I was responsible for the sacred feminine temples, especially the Isis temple. And at some point everything was totally ruined, and there was this power thing that was happening, that I felt like I lost my trust in divinity and in any connection with the divine. And I was responsible for these energies and people, and so it just felt terrible.

And then last  week I went to this place together with a friend that I met recently, and there was this story coming up, like we both have memories with this island, with this period in Atlantis, and turns out that, in our memories, we were like on different sides. Like I was a protector of this divine, and she was like one of these magicians, like these big dark magicians who were actually helping to bring down this sacredness that we were trying to maintain.

And it was, for both of us, like such a big integration. Like I found this part of me that I felt was there, and it was indeed so much energy that came back in my body. And also, it was this recognition that my divinity was all along there. It was just this feeling that I believed, that this power is stronger than my divinity.

And this feeling that there is something lost there that can never be brought back again. And I realized it was all the time there. It was all the time inside of me. And that everything that we dreamed of in Atlantis is actually here. It’s in other dimensions, but in other dimensions that are us, that are within us.

And so we both were kind of bringing back, opening to this integration of ourselves, both as masters without blaming anybody or, you know, taking on guilt, but just observing these roles that we played there and integrating our own tremendous energies that were there for us.

So, and also I’ve talked with another friend today, who was also having this part of herself coming back from this time. So obviously, these old energies that were happening in Atlantis, and this old magic, is kind of dissolving and liberating.

That’s my feeling, and something big is happening in this integration of that part of ourselves. Not just for me, but I can relate to that, that it’s happening for many of us.

It’s a beautiful feeling, actually, to get this. Wow, I just feel so much more light in my belly, and I notice that my dreams are much clearer now. I can dream much clearer than before, after I got back these energies, got back me. You know, who I was then and there, and integrating the pain, and also the knowledge and this divinity that I thought was lost.

So that’s for me. Thank you for listening to my long story!

Master Anna: Anybody else have anything to offer in relation to this question of body issues and Atlantis and…

Lisa.

Lisa: My only comment about that, it’s sort of a continuation of my last session about feeling uncomfortable in my body, and I definitely feel a morphing going on. I don’t really have a sense of…

The sense of my body in the past is no more, so it’s sort of this bizarre challenge every day to figure out what I’m going to wear, because, you know, what clothes either don’t fit, or they’re not even me anymore, they don’t feel like me, but yet I have to go out and present myself to the world. So I’m most comfortable in, like, you know, loose fitting clothing, sitting at home drinking wine. This is kind of my haven, right? My safe haven.

But I have to laugh because last week I was in Florida, and I treated myself to a foot reflexology. I’ve been having foot issues. It’s so funny that you say that! And today I’m getting a pedicure later, and I added in an hour long foot massage because I have… So it’s just funny to me how I feel like I’m so lockstep in everything that everyone else is feeling.

But, you know, look, bottom line, this whole thing is just so utterly, still confusing to me. I’m still very much lost, me personally, in I’m not who I used to be. I have no idea who I’m going to be.

I have a sense of what I want to be. I don’t have a sense of how any of it’s going to happen, how any of my life is going to change. So, I’m not having any of these clear visions of past lives experiences, and I’m still having dreams of—normal dreams, like I had when I was in 3D.

So I really can’t tell the difference. They’re more intense, I will say that, that some of them are more intense. But, you know, I’m still very much in confusion over this. And I’ve gotten better at just living with it, accepting it. It’s a process I understand.

But, you know, on one hand I have to say, it was a lofty goal, this process. And on the other hand I see, you know, the soul maybe even wants to milk the miserable experiences associated with It, because it’s so unique and different.

I’m kind of done with the miserable experience. You know, is it too late to opt out of being the designated ascendee? I don’t know.

[laughter]

I mean, because I’m kind of like over this whole, “Oh, what horrible thing is going to happen next?” You know, and are we going to get to have fun out of it from a soul perspective?

It’s kind of like I want to move into the next phase of this already. You know, I’m done with this metamorphosis, the changing, the karma.

We don’t get a scorecard. We have no idea where any of this is. The soul could milk this for decades, decades, hundreds more years, if it wants to, because there’s so much to clear that we don’t even know about and are conscious of. We’re not in control of the process, so we’re basically lab rats here. I mean, going through this.

So, you know, I go back and forth between the awe of the experience and the fed-upness with it, and I’m sure everybody has their iterations of that same stuff too.

And I know nobody has answers. It just is what it is, but I’m kind of getting tired of saying the same thing and feeling the same way all the time!

Anyway, okay, I don’t want to be a Debbie downer on the last session, so I’m going to shut up now.

Master Anna: Mmm…

Indeed.

Anybody else, before we have our own comments about all of this?

Silvia.

Silvia: Just a small comment, that we volunteer for this. And we are not lab rats. We are standards. We are the standards for others.

It’s painful sometimes, really painful, but it is the most glorious experience that nobody ever lived!

That’s why we don’t know where we’re going. That’s why we don’t know what we are living day by day. It’s similar between soul and soul, but it’s not the same.

Master Anna: Indeed.

And for the human, it still sucks a lot of the time.

Silvia:It is. But, it is because the human forgot to trust itself.

Master Anna: Indeed!

Was that everybody?

Okay.

Ahh…

When John first read that question when it came in the other day, he could feel this thing of Atlantis. Oh, and he looks out at the world right now, at all the chaos, all the craziness, all the power games and power struggles and everything that’s happening, and there’s a part of him that remembers Atlantis and is kind of terrified of recreating that. In particular, the end of Atlantis, because we came to this point there. And we couldn’t find a way to get through it, and so we blew it up.

And, well, maybe there was a reason for that. Maybe it wasn’t time yet. Maybe we needed to go deeper into the game, into the dramas and the experiences and the discovery of who we are. And now is different. Now is so different.

And of course there is always the potential that it could go different than we expect, but now so many things are in place, including each and every one of you.

You are here with consciousness. We have completed our journeys.

You don’t need to go through more of that dramatic experience in order to find who we are. We know who we are! And we are here. And because of that, it is very likely to be a very different outcome than it was in Atlantis.

It is most likely to be a very different outcome, a beautiful outcome.

But we still have to go through that chaos, and allow space for everybody else to complete their journeys and to discover their own divinity, to bring their own divinity into their experience.

Hmm…

It might seem like an incredibly daunting task that could take another hundred thousand years or something, but it can happen very quickly now, because we are here, each one of us who knows who we are.

And that was not present in Atlantis. There might have been a small handful of beings who discovered who they were, but it wasn’t like it is now. Now there are literally thousands, and that’s all it takes, of beings here on Earth who know who we are. Who have answered that question. Who have the vision and the compassion to allow the others, to shine their light for the others, so that they can see better.

You see, it took you thousands of lifetimes to get through this, because you had no light. Nobody was out there shining a light for you so you could see yourself, and begin to see what you were going through and to understand it.

Well, that’s different now, because there are thousands of us on the planet who are shining our light, illuminating the game for everyone else, and they are going to get through it much more quickly because of that. Much more quickly!

Not because we teach them, or because we make them all see it our way, but because we have the compassion to allow them their journey even as we shine our own light. And that makes all the difference as we go forward.

Hmm…

And dear Lisa, you may feel like, oh, it’s going so slow and you are making so little progress, but the truth is that it’s moving so fast. There is so much happening inside of you, and so much light shining out of you.

Mmm…

It’s confusing for the human and for the mind, because it doesn’t understand. But it’s still real, so real, and the human will gradually come to understand. Even when it doesn’t, it’s still so real.

You have such a bright light that you are shining into some places that really, really need it! And if you can just allow that, everything else will be easier.

Hmm…

As for the body issues, indeed, they come from, oh, so many memories, so many times where you lived in such darkness. And you were still the brightest lights there! Back then that wasn’t so much, for it was so covered up.

So now, oh, we’ll steal a metaphor from Adamus and say, imagine you’re riding in this clunky old car.

You’re going down the road and the car is barely holding together, and all of a sudden it starts banging and sputtering and rattling and shaking.

And pretty soon you realize that it’s being rebuilt.

Even while you’re driving down the road, it’s being rebuilt from the ground up and turned into a fancy new luxury car, or even an airplane.

All while you are going down the road.

Well, how do you think that’s going to feel?

That’s what’s happening with you in your bodies.

You are being rebuilt, reconstituted, and turned into something entirely different.

You are not humans anymore.

You look like humans.

You still feel a lot like humans, except even in that, you’re not feeling so much like humans anymore, in so many ways.

It’s because you’re not. You are something new, something different.

It’s happening!

It takes time, because humans have time. It was part of this pattern called mass-consciousness, but you are breaking out of that. And even that is going to be changing.

The mind has its ideas about what that means and what it’s going to look like, and it is not going to look anything like that. It’s going to be a discovery, because that’s what creation really is.

You are divinity itself, in experience.

The human goes, “Oh good! Here are all the things I want! Maybe now my divinity can create those for me, or show me how to create them!” But it doesn’t work that way.

Divinity, or soul, or whatever you want to call, it knows exactly what you want. And it also knows exactly what you really want, and it knows how to get there.

But it doesn’t make very much sense along the way, to the mind. And when you get there, you’ll look back and you’ll understand. You will see how it wasn’t what you expected, but it’s so much better, so much more, than what you expected.

So, can you trust that?

Can you trust your own divinity to carry you through this very confusing time?

Mmm…

I am divinity!

And so are you, each one of you.

You are divinity.

You are not human anymore. You are divinity, walking around pretending to be human.

So, we would like you to feel into that.

Let’s take a little time here.

Feel your own divinity, your own soul.

Feel it.

It’s right here.

It’s joining into this conversation, into these words.

Your own divinity is right here.

It’s not outside of you.

It has never has been outside of you, even though it felt like that for so long.

The veil is down.

That doesn’t mean you remember every detail of every past life right now. That would be a horribly distracting experience!

But there is no more veil.

It’s all there when you want it, when you are ready for it.

Your divinity is here.

It’s you.

It is your essence.

Feel, as it moves in your body right now.

Mmm…

John wanted to say, “As it comes into your body right now.” But no, it’s already there.

It is your body.

But feel as it moves in you, right now.

Oh, and around you, too.

You might feel it touching your hair, touching your skin somewhere, gently caressing you.

That’s your divinity.

It’s you. It’s here.

Feel it.

You notice that it’s a very feminine feeling.

Even if you have a masculine image of it, the heart of soul, you could say… Let’s just say it’s more feminine than the human is.

But you, together, are an integrated being.

So just let it be there.

Let it love you.

Feel the love of your own divinity.

Mmm…

This is where self-love starts to get real, when the human lets in the love of their own soul.

You see, your soul loves you so much.

It sees when you hurt.

It feels when you hurt.

And no, it’s not just sitting there feeding off of your pain.

But it does wait until you are ready to let go of the patterns that you are in and allow some new ones to come in, because that is up to you.

It’s not up to you to do it, but simply to allow it.

Some of those old issues, you want to be free of them so bad, and yet you hold on to them so tightly.

The mind goes, “Wait, how? How am I doing that?”

John regularly asks that of me: “How am I holding on to these issues?”

Mmm…

And even I have to just say, “Give it a hug. Breathe it in. You can’t get rid of an issue, you can only integrate it. That means, breathe it in. You don’t have to know what it is or how you are doing it. You just imagine yourself breathing it in.”

Mmm…

You are divinity in experience.

Feel it.

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We would ask you, it’s purely voluntary, but if you choose, if you want to, feel your divinity. Feel if there are any words that it would say to you right now, and to this group. And if there are, click that unmute button and let them come out.

Again, it’s purely voluntary. But we know that some of you are feeling your own divinity right there, with some words for you and for us.

Your divinity wants to talk to you. And it can. You can let it. You can do it in private, in a notebook, on your computer, or whatever. In a voice recorder, that’s how John started.

Or if you feel it, you can let it out right here. Let it start right here.

[If you are reading this, you can also do this right now. And if something comes that you want to share with the group, send it to me via the Class Questions form on the class home page, and I will pass it on to the group.]

[a pause as people feel]

Silvia?

Silvia: As long as we are willing to be human, the process will go on. It’s painful for the human, obviously. But you are not alone. We are here.

You feel like you feel disconnected, but you are not. Just trust in yourself. Sometimes your mind might confuse you. Then to breathe in, breathe out. Just feel your divinity, and the change will happen.

Assume that everything is happening for your divinity, for all this process that we are having. Once you assume, you open up and we connect again.

Everything that is in your life is for you to be aware of. You don’t have to fight it. Just feel it deeply. Adamus says, “The master feels deeply.” And it will go. Your divinity will take it.

Keep going. We are doing the change. You also stay here.

Believe in your truth, believe in your human.

It’s hard, also for our divinity, because we don’t know what we are experiencing. It’s new. Everything is new.

We are going in the process. Just live in the now.

Master Anna: Thank you, Silvia.

Chris we’re feeling you.

It’s up to you.

Chris: Yeah. I’m not quite sure how to put it, but I just had a really strong sense then. We don’t have to pay so much attention to time at the moment, in terms of this process and what our energy is going through. There’s a Masters Pause up on YouTube where Adamus says you can get over your addiction to time.

It’s an addiction to be waiting and to be watching, and to be just constantly tuned in to the need for things to play out in a linear fashion. The energy at the moment is very supportive of just making a very clear choice, and you can just tune into where we already are.

We’re just waiting for it to trickle down into the physical. Just don’t be so obsessed with the process, you know. Because I can feel it right now. I can feel these places very clearly.

And these versions of myself, and the whole identity of this human going through a process, going into realization, is a little bit of an addiction. Because there’s so much drama.

Oh, and there’s all this body pain to pay attention to as well. Like yeah, sometimes things need dealing with, but we can step back a little bit more than what we realize.

Master Anna: Thank you.

Monica?

Monica: My divinity said to me:

Be me. Be you. It’s the same. Nothing separates us. No pattern, no guilt, no shame. Be you, be right now the one you are.

Me. Nothing to achieve, nothing to let go.

Master Anna: Mmm…

Anybody else?

Romana: I don’t have many words, but just this feeling of such deep love and light in my heart and in my body. And yeah, I am Divinity!

I am my soul already, and the human. Yeah.

Master Anna: Indeed, thank you.

Mmm…

I am divinity.

You are divinity, itself.

It’s not something we are waiting for anymore.

It’s here.

We are getting used to it, gradually.

It’s an intense process.

If we did it any faster…

Ah, you can have your divinity completely, right now, if you want to be a dead ascended master. But here we are, on Earth, bringing it here.

Hmm…

John channels people’s souls for them when they ask for a personal channel. He connects with me, and usually I and their soul have been chatting away for a while, and we bring their soul in and have a conversation with the person.

It is all about helping them to feel their own soul, their own divinity. It’s right here. There is no more separation.

It’s right here. And you, each one of you, you here present, you who are watching or listening or reading this later, each one of you, your divinity is right here.

It is you.

It’s in your body right now. Don’t look outside of you for it.

Oh, you’ll see it out there, because it is everything, everything within your perception. But it is not an external entity or being. It is you.

One of the things that often gets said during these channels, is that soul explains to the person how this veil went both ways. It was there to distract the human from soul.

That was the whole purpose of the mind, beyond the simple interface with biology. The job we gave our minds was to distract us, to distract the human from its soul, so the human could have this experience.

But you see, the veil went both ways, so your soul, your divinity, was on the other side of the veil. It couldn’t ever come in to the human experience. It could take those experiences, at the end of a lifetime or at some traumatic point sometimes, it could take those experiences and distill the wisdom from them. But it couldn’t ever truly be in the experience with its human.

Now it can. Now it’s here, if you let it.

Now it’s here, in the experience with you.

Your soul is so excited!

You may think your life is boring, but to your soul it’s so exciting to be here! To look through your eyes. To feel through these human senses. Oh, and even to feel these human limitations!

To have this experience with you, as you, oh, that’s so incredible and amazing and exciting for your soul!

Mmm…

It’s the first time that has ever been able to happen, and here it is.

This is not about the future. This is what is, right now. Your soul, your divinity, is right here!

I AM divinity.

You ARE divinity.

And yes, as we go forward with whoever chooses to go forward with us, we are going to be focusing in more on, what does that mean? In practical terms, and in our life, soul and human together, what does that mean?

Hmm…

How do we experience more of that, and begin to move beyond some of these issues of the transition?

Because we are moving beyond them, all of us. We are moving into that knowing of, I am divinity.

Hmm…

And the human, the mind, jumps up and says, “Oh goody! Now I get to create what I want!”

Well, maybe not.

Maybe now, dear human, you get to discover something even better.

Hmm…

There are so many potentials ahead of you! Potentials you, the human, can’t see right now, and even feel. But they are there, and your soul sees them and feels them.

Mmm…

There’s no telling which ones you and your soul will choose, but they are going to be amazing, beautiful, and brilliant!

Meanwhile, your light shines brighter and brighter as you and your soul go through this incredible reunion.

Mmm…

And dear one, each of you, it is a done deal.

Consider it done!

You cannot get it wrong.

You can only allow the experience of it to unfold.

Mmm…

I am divinity, and so are you.

Oh, if you want to, your divinity is ready to speak to you. It speaks to you mostly in feelings, subtle feelings. You have to ask your mind to be still, because the mind, oh, it jumps into all these stories, and with every story there’s this big bright neon light of an emotion. It blinds you to your feelings, your real feelings, which where your soul communicates with you.

As you open to that, just gently ask your mind to be still. Hold it tenderly. It served you so well.

It’s not sure that’s true. It thinks it has messed everything up, but you can tell it. And when you do, it will be your soul speaking through you.

You can tell your mind that it has served you so well, and it can rest now. You can ask it to please rest, because Soul is in charge now. Divinity is here. It’s in charge.

And you simply step through your life.

In each moment you will know where to put your foot.

Mmm…

You are not going to see very much of the path ahead of you, if any at all. But you will always know where to put your foot next. And sometimes that will be to keep it where it is, but you will always know the next step.

And when you trust that next step, when you trust that little feeling inside of you that lights you up—it’s not exciting, you can’t even call it happy, those are emotions—it’s a gentle, tender feeling in your heart that says, “Ah, that feels good!”

When you trust that, oh, it will get more and more clear to you. And as that happens you will be able, as your mind quiets down a little bit—and it will, as it sees your soul taking charge. As it quiets down a little bit it will begin to be able to start translating words from your soul.You can write them down.

You can just imagine them. You can speak them, into a recorder or not.

However you feel it, you will find a communication opening with your soul. If you let it.

Mmm…

Feel.

Feel your divinity right now.

It’s holding you.

It’s hugging you.

It is gently, tenderly, caressing you, with the greatest of love.

Let it in, and all those issues from other lifetimes will actually begin to fade away.

As you open to your divinity, to your soul, that opens the door for so many of those issues to just come home.

Your soul takes them, and integrates them.

It collects their wisdom, and brings it all together in this grand reunion of YOU with all that you are.

Mmm…

And at some point you will realize, there just aren’t any issues left.

There is just life.

Life as a divine being, walking on Earth as a sovereign free being, playing with the patterns of mass-consciousness, but not stuck in them ever again.

Mmm…

Let it happen.

There is nothing for you to do except be in your life. Be in the experience you are in right now.

You truly cannot get it wrong.

Sometimes it feels like it. Sometimes it feels like nothing is happening, but that’s how the river is.

Sometimes the river races through the rapids in the mountains. Sometimes it tumbles over waterfalls. Sometimes it slows down and flows through a lake, and that is just the natural evolution of a divine being. Of you.

So let it happen. Let it be what it is.

The human wants to go out and create all these things it thinks it wants, or to solve all its problems that it perceives, or whatever. But in other classes we’ve called the human mind “the great anti-creator,” because the human doesn’t know how to do anything except battle with the patterns, battle with the issues, battle with the things that are present that it doesn’t like. And that creates more of them, so the mind ends up creating the opposite of what it thinks it wants.

As you feel your divinity more and more, you will find creation opening up and blossoming all around you in whole new ways.

It will become a discovery, instead of a doing.

And this incredible process you are going through right now will become simply a discovery of new insights and new light and new joys and new expressions of YOU.

Mmm…

I am divinity.

I am divinity in experience, and so are you!

And so it is.

Mmm…

[a pause as John comes back]

Ahh…

Romana: That was amazing! Thank you, John.

John: Oh, you’re welcome.

Thank you, all of you, for being part of this.

Silvia: Thank you. It was a pleasure to be here.

John: Thank you.

Silvia: Human wants more.

Lisa: Sorry Silvia, what?

Silvia: Want more!

Lisa: I just wanted to thank everybody for sharing their energy throughout this whole course. It’s been helpful to connect with people who get this crazy Odyssey we’re all on.

John: And it is that!

Lisa: We could be a sci-fi movie or sitcom.

John: Yeah, for sure!

Romana: I would also like to thank everybody for this beautiful circle of masters, when we can do all these crazy things together and feel safe to just be and express.

And I just need to say that, Lisa, whenever you speak I have this image of you like a ball of light, bright light in this big buildings in New York, and that your light is so bright and I don’t know if you are even aware of that, and of what you are bringing there. And being in all this mental environment, probably it’s no wonder that you sometimes feel, you know, like a little bit boring. Because it is boring, but you are much more than that and you bring so much there!

I just needed to say that.

Lisa: Thank you so much, Romana! Because I will say that I feel exactly what you are expressing, and I think that adds to my frustration. Because I feel I’ve been in the starting gate for so long, and it hasn’t opened yet! And I know I’m here to do something big that’s going to satisfy my soul in such a meaningful way but help others. But it’s not ready yet, and that frustrates me.

So knowing that, and feeling it, but still stuck in the starting gate, has just been…

Go ahead.

John: Let yourself feel how much of it you are already doing, because you are. I feel that too, so clearly.

Master Anna was trying to get to that too.

Lisa: Thank you.

John: You are such a bright light in a place that needs it so badly, so even if it’s kind of a boring job, it’s brilliant. In more ways than one.

Ahh…

I want to say a special thank you here, to everyone else in the class who will be hearing this later or reading it later. Each one of you brings so much! Your consciousness is here, we feel it. You bring so much to this, so thank you!

Thank you for participating, even the ones who don’t speak English and have to wait for the transcript so they can translate it. Or one dear one who can’t hear, and so she also waits for the transcript.

So, I’m so grateful to all of you for giving me this opportunity to go deeper in myself, with my soul, my divinity.

Mmm…

So thank you all!

Lisa: I may have to book a private session, John. I need you to bring my soul in!

John: I’m happy to do that, anytime.

It’s the most incredible job I’ve ever had, truly. It’s amazing what happens.

Monica: Thank you very much, to all of you.

John: Thank you.

Monica:I’m here in two weeks of time.

John: Okay!

Monica: I’m looking forward. Thank you very much!

Romana: Thanks also to you, Chris, for taking care of all this technical and transcribing and taking care of zoom.

Chris: My pleasure.

John: Chris takes care of zoom for me so I don’t have to try to think about it when I’m trying to channel. So thank you, Chris!

Lisa: Yeah, I echo that. Chris, in his quiet sort of pretending to be behind the scenes with the technical stuff, but every time he opens his mouth he offers something so profound, I have found, and thoroughly enjoyed his presence here.

All of you, everybody offers every something unique, but I do know, I sense, you know, Chris’s quietness behind the scenes, but yet when he speaks, it’s BIG!

Chris: Thanks Lisa, that’s very nice.

John: Indeed! That’s why Anna put him on the spot today!

Chris: It’s alright, I accept it!

John: Ahh…

Okay, thank you all!

Chris: Thank you so much John.

Lisa:Until we meet again, people! Over and out!

John: Yes! Have a great day or evening or morning or whatever it is for you, and until next time!

Everyone: Bye bye bye!

John: Take care.

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