Yeshua: You Asked to Be Free

This transcript has been edited from the original recording to ensure that the intended meaning is conveyed as clearly as possible.

Yeshua: You Asked to Be Free

Channeled by John McCurdy on 27 January 2024

John: Hello! My name is John McCurdy, and I am a channeler.

Usually, I channel my own soul. It’s that part of me that is bigger and far more expansive than the human part.

And occasionally, I have been known to channel other entities. Yeshua, also known as Jesus, and his mother from that lifetime, known as Mother Mary, have always been very close to me, and occasionally they come through. But lately, when I’ve checked to see if they had something to say they said, “No, we want to hear from you. You and those around you are the masters on Earth now, and we love listening to you!” So I channel my soul, the bigger part of me.

A few days ago my wife, Romana, and I were honored with a visit from a dear friend named Tanya, and before she left we felt drawn to sit down and do a channel together, just the three of us. And, as I opened up to channel, I was surprised to find Yeshua front and center. He wanted to talk, and he said, “Yes, usually I’d rather listen to you talk. But I feel like the three of you could use a friend right now, so I’d like to talk.”

So I brought him in and spoke for him, and we had this beautiful conversation. And at the end of it all three of us were like, “This is so relevant for so many people right now, and there’s nothing too personal in it, so we should release it to the public.” And of course, Yeshua was happy about that!

Oh, there are a couple of places in the recording where he addressed something to the three of us, but he wanted me to make clear that that includes anybody who is feeling resonance with this message, not just the three of us.

So, we recorded in audio, because my little makeshift studio here just… Well, it can handle one or two people, but not all three. So it’s an audio-only recording, and it’s up next. I hope you enjoy it!

If you want to know more about this message and about what I do, you can find it at IAmDivinity.com.

So, enjoy this beautiful message, and we’ll see you later!

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Romana: Greetings, dear friends.

It is such a joy to sit in this beautiful circle!

I would invite us all to open, even more.

To just feel the sacredness of our beingness.

To feel our safe space.

Just be aware that you are completely safe.

You are safe to be who you are.

You are safe to every cell in your body.

And I would invite you to take a few really deep breaths in your belly, to feel this air of life.

To expand your belly, so the tensions that you might feel in your body, in your belly, start to gently dissolve in this gentle breath of yours.

Just feel this breath, like a loving breeze of your soul, of your divinity, touching every cell of your body.

Touching every part of you that might be worried, that might be afraid, that might feel confused.

Just feel this lightness filling your belly.

And, as you breathe deeply, you can feel how the air fills your body with lightness, and how this lightness touches all of you.

And all these structures within you that still resist, that still feel like they need to serve the old programs.

Just feel like you are safe to take time, to just stop and be yourself.

Feel this lovingness in your heart, this kindness that is your nature, and just allow your body to relax and to be.

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There are lots of masters around us now.

They came to honor each of us, each of you, in the sacred moment when souls meet and exchange the wisdom, exchange experiences, and become even more aware of who they are.

And with all these gifts, they go their own ways.

This is such a moment. A precious moment.

So, I would give the word to John now.

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John (channeling):

Mmm…

Greetings, my dear friends!

I am Yeshua. And yes indeed, all three of you are, and have been, such dear friends!

It is not often that I speak here, because I love hearing what the masters on Earth have to say. And indeed, you are masters!

Ahh…

Indeed, there is quite a crowd here, of masters. You call them ascended masters. My dear mother, Mary, is here. My beloved Mary of Magdala is here. We are all…

[John chokes up]

We are overwhelming John a little bit. That’s okay.

We are all so proud of you, each one of you!

We are all so honored to be here in support of you!

Mmm…

We know these are difficult times for you. Perhaps, in some ways, the most difficult you have ever lived.

The human might argue with that, and look at some of those lifetimes that were so challenging. But you didn’t have nearly as much consciousness, or awareness, in those other times, so you didn’t suffer as much.

Mmm…

But now you are going through… Oh, everything is changing! Your bodies, your lives, your families, your countries, your whole planet. Everything is changing! And you are aware of so much now.

And you are really doing well at not turning that into suffering, because that is what most people do. As they become more aware and they feel all of the challenges, they turn it into suffering. They feel the pain and they suffer with it, and you don’t need to do that.

Sure, it hurts sometimes, but that is not a reason to suffer. It’s just something you accept, and move on.

Mmm…

So, we would love to hear whatever questions you may have, or comments.

Tanya: I want to thank John for inviting me here. It is for me a huge gift, and probably the first time in my life when I have such an experience with being in such a circle and making a channel. I’m just grateful.

Yeshua: It is indeed our honor!

Sometimes humans look back on that time when I was on Earth two thousand years ago and they think, “Oh, that must have been such an incredible time, with these incredible people!”

But the truth is, yes it was, but it was nothing like the time that you are living through right now. And the people, oh, we were just people, just like you. We had no idea what was going to come or what we were doing. Oh, we had a sense of something important, but we didn’t know what it would look like.

We didn’t know there would be churches formed. We didn’t know it would be two thousand years until the seed we planted finally blossomed. We were just people, doing our best to go through a challenging life, just like you. And now here you are, finally bringing the completion of something that I helped to begin.

And oh, I only helped. It was you.

Each of you are part of my soul. Each of you are part of the consciousness that created me. And together we began something that you are bringing to completion right now. And there will be… At some point in the future, there will be recognition of what you have done, because it is being noticed.

Mmm…

You might not feel like very much is happening, because the human perspective is so limited and time slows everything down. But we are watching. We know what is happening, and it is so profound! It is so beautiful!

Oh, it will be chaotic for a while yet, on your planet. So many people are just beginning to wake up, and waking up involves a lot of change and a lot of chaos, as you know so well. You’ve already been through that. You are literally creating a new place for you, and you can live in a whole new world right here on Earth.

Or perhaps we should say, in the same space as Earth. But it is a different world, and you are already there.

All you have to do is realize that it is a different world, and you do not have to entangle yourself in the old world. Oh, sure, you interact with it, and you interact with some of the people there. Some of them you have to let go of. But you are not bound to this old world anymore.

That is creating some confusion for your mind, which is to be expected. Just allow it. Breathe through it.

The human wants to know, “What am I doing wrong? What do I need to do?”

And we say, just keep breathing.

Because what you are really doing doesn’t have very much to do with what do you do as a human. It has to do with being present here, with bringing consciousness, bringing light, here.

And yes, there are things to do as the human, books to publish, channels to create, workshops to promote, and all these things. But those are mostly to keep the human occupied, so don’t get so caught up in them that you lose track of what you are really doing here.

All of those things will work out. Let them flow. Let the river carry you, and carry them, to just the right places and just the right moments.

Mmm…

What you are doing underneath the surface—underneath what the mind can comprehend—is so incredible, so grand! So let that in.

You are becoming aware of it, more and more. Not too quickly or the light would blind you, or burn you up even, but you are becoming more and more aware of it. And you are letting it in. And it is you.

For all three of you, what you are doing is so grand! So let yourselves feel that.

Mmm…

Are there any questions?

Tanya: If I might ask some personal question?

Yeshua: Certainly.

Tanya: You said now that any activity that we do here is to keep this human busy. And it’s important! It’s important to keep this human busy, because otherwise, how to stay?

So I would like to ask, how I could express myself so that it would be the most joyful, the most beautiful and satisfying to me? What could be this activity?

I understand everything you said, but I know that my soul, me, I have very special flavor, very special signature. What is it that I could do? How I could express here, on Earth, myself?

Yeshua: Ahh…

First of all, seek out the beauty in life.

Let go of the people who pull you down.

Allow yourself to enjoy the beauty that is here.

And also… I was listening to your conversation last evening about channeling, and you have so much… You and your soul together have so much to share, so much wisdom! Oh, it’s a little scary to expose yourself that way, but you are going to find that there is so much beauty in what you have to share! And you don’t have to be afraid anymore. So I would encourage you let that out, if you feel drawn to.

Find ways, whether it is channeling, or music, or traveling and having fun; whatever it is for you that makes you happy, that lightens you up, follow that. It will take you to places you didn’t expect, places you can’t imagine from this place, because it’s just not in your awareness yet.

So, continue to open to the beauty inside of you and to what enhances that, to what brings that out. And remember, no matter what the human is doing, you are light. And you are shining so bright, and it is changing the world. Even though it looks like things are going crazy, it is changing the world.

Is that helpful?

Tanya: Yes, sure. My human would like more specific suggestions, but I could feel what you said.

Yeshua: We are going to leave it to you and your soul to find the specifics together.

And, I would encourage you to tune in to that connection, that relationship. Nurture it, until it is not even a relationship anymore. Until it’s just you, but it is you and your divinity together, looking at the world through both the human eyes and the divine eyes of your soul.

Then you will know. Then the specifics will show up in the right moment, and you will just know.

Hmm…

What else?

Tanya: I also want to use this opportunity to say thank you to Mary Magdalene and Mother Mary. I feel a very warm connection with them. Like no specifics, but especially with Mary Magdalene, just a very familiar, very warm and beautiful, connection. So, thank you.

Sure, I can thank in every moment, but here in this circle it feels even more.

Yeshua: Indeed, and they are bowing to you, honoring you, and receiving your thanks.

And indeed, they are working with you a lot. As am I, at times. We are all here. We are all here for you. We can’t do it for you, but we are here in total support of you. And you can talk with us any time you want to. You just open up, and you imagine it.

As you were talking last night, you just imagine. If you want to have a conversation, you imagine what they would say to you, or what I would say to you, or what your soul would say to you. Imagine it, and write it down or speak it, however you like. And then go back and read it, or listen. You will hear us in that, because there is really no such thing as ‘imaginary’ anything. It is all real.

When you feel us, and you speak what you imagine we would be saying, we are right there saying it to you.

Mmm…

We are indeed here for you, for each of you.

What more?

Romana: I would like to ask one question about my waking up in the nights. It sometimes just feels so brutal. It’s almost like there is a wave of fear, or wave of guilt, or attack of accusation. It just goes in my plexus area, I think. It’s just like I literally feel it. Something happens and I wake up, and then I have this toxicity coming in my body, or activating in my body, I don’t know. It just feels like maybe it activates my old fears that are still in my body, in a kind of a dragon work, or just something that then I just allow and breathe, or reveals to me some structures of ancestral or collective mass consciousness mechanisms that are working still in my body.

So, I would like to ask more about it. It’s not that I’m complaining. As long as I can sleep in the morning, it’s okay. But it’s just that sometimes I’d like to have some more daily time for me, than to spend every night a few hours observing or, you know… I feel like something is happening, something that…

Yeah, I would just like to ask if there is something about it, some insights that could help me. Because sometimes I get really useful insights, or after I release this heaviness I start to feel the light within me, or I get some visions or some poems, or things like that.

Yeah, that’s it.

Yeshua: Indeed.

You asked to be free.

And, well, this happens to a lot of Shaumbra. Because when you are asleep—its only your body that is asleep, your mind, and really it’s just your mind. And you are out—that’s not the right word, but—in the other realms, the other states of consciousness, bringing all of these parts of you home. And oh, some of those parts of you are buried very, very deep. It takes quite a bit of digging, and when they come out there is this wave of terror, or… Oh, the words. No words really define it properly.

But there is all this stuff going on, and you feel it, and often it wakes you up. And sometimes it needs to wake you up because, well, it pulls you back a little bit so you don’t go too deep into that. But it also brings it into your human consciousness. At least the feeling of it, if not the details. It allows you to—oh, to ground it, for lack of a better word.

Hmm…

And indeed, the poems, the creativity in that time, it’s all—oh, it’s annoying to the human who likes its patterns, but it is all helping you to bring these parts of you home.

Some of them are so wounded. They’ve been pushed out so far. And you could say, it’s not the right words again, but you could say that it is a lot of work bringing all of this home. But that’s what is happening. It’s nothing to fear, and it is a beautiful process.

Oh, as you know, it doesn’t work too well these days to be too stuck on your human patterns. But look at this as a beautiful thing, not as anything wrong. It isn’t anything wrong. It is a process of releasing, of coming home, of blending all of these parts and pieces and experiences back together into you, into your soul. So don’t fight it.

Does that help?

Romana: Yeah, it does. Thank you.

Just one more maybe additional question regarding that. It’s just this, you said… With this woundedness of my body, beingness, it just sometimes feels almost like mission impossible to bring all this… It just feels in the body. There are some places in the body where energy doesn’t flow, like literally. Or it just does sometimes, but with lots of pain.

Yeshua: Part of that is because, oh, you try to take this on as the human. You try to do it as the human and you can’t, and the body clenches up. It’s not so much that the energy isn’t flowing, as that the body clenches up because it doesn’t understand what to do with it. And it thinks it needs to do something.

So, the more you can comfort your body, and soothe your body, and remind it that this is not up to the human. Certainly the human has a part in it, and when you consciously feel into that part of your body and simply unclench it, then the energies will flow.

You don’t need to worry about the energies flowing. Just unclench those parts of you.

Romana: So, consciously unclench.

Yeshua: Yes.

Feel into that part of your body. The muscles seize up, they clench up, and you can consciously allow them to relax, to open.

Romana: But I think that’s what I’m doing.

Yeshua: Indeed, you are.

So we would say, keep doing it. Don’t worry about it. Don’t take it as something going wrong with your body, for that just makes it clench up tighter. It isn’t.

It’s the energies moving. It’s the fears moving. And they come through, and your body feels them and tightens up. Oh, they move on, but your body is still tight. So consciously relax it.

And yes indeed, you are doing it. But sometimes you fall into the fear that it is something wrong.

Romana: Yeah, that it’s never going to really get better! [laughter]

Yeshua: Yeah…

It will, but there is a lot there. And oh, you and your soul are, gently but very firmly and strongly, moving these things through you.

Romana: It just feels, sometimes, it’s not just for me. It’s also from what’s happening in Gaia. You know, like sometimes I feel like there is some big major breakthrough in Gaia’s moving energy, and I feel such release. And it just feels like—oh, almost like my body is representing something, you know, these movements or….and collective. I don’t know if that’s…

Yeshua: You are a very, very empathic being, and that is beautiful.

And one of the big things that beings have to do as they wake up, as they come into their consciousness and their realization and everything you are doing, is learn how to know what is yours and what isn’t.

Ahh…

Give Gaia back her own issues. They are not yours. She does not need your help with them. Maybe there was a time when she did, but they are hers. You can have compassion for them without taking them on as your own, and you will be a lot more help to her in that way. If that makes any sense.

Romana: Yeah. It’s not that I want to, you know. Sometimes it’s like I just feel also other people’s pain, especially people that I hang out with a lot, and it just feels like…

Yeshua: Indeed, you are an empath. Empaths feel other people. It comes from long, long ago, many, many lifetimes, and it is a strong habit.

Tanya: How to un-habit, please?

Yeshua: Hmm…

Recognize it.

Choose to become aware of it and to consciously… Ahh, we’re not sure it’s the right word, but to consciously disconnect.

You can still feel, but you don’t have to take the feelings on. And it takes… We can’t give you a specific answer to that, but you will find it as you choose to become aware of it.

It is a process of becoming more and more aware of what is yours and what belongs to somebody else, and then remembering your sovereignty and their sovereignty, and that you don’t actually help them by taking on their pain. You can know it is there, but you don’t have to take it into your body.

And that is one of the biggest challenges that most Shaumbra have to find their way through, because you are all so sensitive. You are all so empathic. You sense the people. You feel what they feel. You know.

When you look at someone you know who they are, even if your mind can’t quite put details on it. You still know who they are, what they are, and you feel what they feel, and so it’s very important—the more sensitive you become, it is so important to choose to be aware of what is theirs, so that you no longer need to take it into your own body.

Tanya: I can understand this with other people. Although it’s still difficult, but I can understand what you say.

But I have some difficulties with applying this to my own aspects, and to other lifetimes of my soul. I feel same, I feel all of them, and I don’t know how… I feel like I’m responsible, I am this um, how they call it, chosen ascendee, or how they call it. Like I’m the door, and I feel a little bit trapped. I don’t feel that I live my life. I feel like I live their life.

How I can do what you said now with other lifetimes of my soul, with all this integration?

I take it on me. I mean, I feel this, “I am responsible.” I feel I am the only one door for them. But very often they are too brutal, they are abusive even, so I have this difficulty with… Even if I say, “Fuck off, stop this,” I don’t feel quite like I can do it. I feel like they will come back, because I am the only door for them.

So, is my question clear?

Yeshua: Yes. And the answer is similar, but we do want to distinguish between other people and other beings like, for example, Gaia, and your own aspects. Because the answer is similar, but…

Mmm…

And part of it is… With the aspects, part of it is to remember that integrating them is not the human’s job. The human is involved, but it is the soul who does the integration.

And again, it is about… You are going to feel them as they come through the door, so to speak. You will feel those feelings. But again, you do not have to take them on. You do not have to take them into your body. And that is challenging, because it is the normal response to be empathic.

With the aspects, it is so important not to focus on loving the aspects, but to focus on loving yourself with them. Indeed, in some ways they are other beings, like cousins. But also, in some ways they are you. They are parts of you that you pushed away.

Now, there is a bit of a difference here between simple other lifetimes, and the aspects—whether lifetimes or parts of lifetimes—that were pushed away because you were ashamed of them. And those have to be allowed back.

And yes, some of them were brutal. Some of them you had good reasons for pushing away, for being ashamed of them, even though that didn’t really work. And so you have to love yourself, even with that part of you.

Or maybe a better way to say it is, you have to allow your soul to love you AND that part of you.

Oh, the words are so limited, but maybe you can feel what we are meaning?

Tanya: A little bit.

Yeshua: Indeed, this is all some of the biggest challenges that you have to deal with in this transition, this ascension, this—what you are doing right now. But it is so vital.

It is so vital to see these parts of you. And then, don’t tell them to go away so much, as you choose what to do with your own life.

You see the fear come up. You see the aspects.

You start in a particular direction and you see the aspects coming up that are triggered by that direction. Some of them are terrified. Some of them are horrified. Some of them are excited. You see all those, and then you make your choice for how to move forward, rather than giving the power of choice to that fear or that horror or that whatever.

You choose, and then they won’t have any choice but to accommodate your choice and to allow Soul to bring them home.

Does that make sense?

Tanya: Yes, it makes more sense now. Maybe the only comment is that, especially now, I feel that I am overwhelmed with this intensity. So even doing what you say, it can be so I get exhausted to do what I want to do, by their pain. And I feel this intensity, like hundreds, thousands of lifetimes of aspects. It is unbearable for the human!

I mean, sure, if the human is still alive, it is bearable. But it really is a very big burden that makes me exhausted, and does not give me this opportunity to live how I would like to live. This is how my human feels. This is what I say.

So I understand what you say, but I also wanted to comment that from my experience it’s very exhausting.

Yeshua: Indeed.

And oh, almost everywhere you look at Shaumbra right now, you are going to find exhausted people. It is such a part of what you are doing right now.

And part of it is to allow that. You are doing something so incredible right now, and it is exhausting. And you have to allow that in your life and try to find a way of living that can accommodate it, at least some, because it is going to continue for a period of time.

Not forever, probably not for a long time at all, but what you are doing right now is indeed very difficult for the human, and very tiring. Because you are not just integrating all these aspects. You are changing the very nature of your body.

The old body is dying. It is falling apart. At the same time the new body is coming in, but this is indeed an exhausting process. And you and your soul are taking it as fast as you can without totally blowing yourself out, because you don’t want it to prolong for too long. You want to get it over with, but sometimes, you just need to step back a little and let it happen.

Allow yourself to be exhausted.

Don’t take it as something wrong. Just take it as something that is a natural part of what you are doing right now, and it will get better. But first you have to get through it.

Nurture yourself, any way you can. Whatever that means for you and for your soul.

Tanya: Yes, it makes sense.

Yeshua: Romana, was there more?

Romana: I was just wanting to add a question to that discussion.

So, you said that those aspects are sometimes terrified, and when you want to do something that you feel is so amazingly beautiful, and then sometimes…

Like, for example, I have this happening when I really want to create something new, something amazing, that I feel is amazing and the vision is so clear, and then when I want to manifest it in, like, simply creating an announcement for the public, or organizing it. Sometimes it’s just this feeling of terrifying coming, of being horrified, because of all this history of not being understood, or of not being accepted. You know, of my ideas not being accepted, of my creations being before their time or against mass consciousness, or…

Because I believe that’s why it is so difficult for us, because we were so many lifetimes doing things that were all bringing us out of what most people were believing. Even in this lifetime what we do is annoying many people, because we don’t play their game anymore. And so it’s hard on the body.

Also, this is hard on the body: to live out of this gravity of mass consciousness.

Yeah, so that’s my question. You know, can this terror that is inside actually stop me?

You know, like now we are having this beautiful creation that we want to bring out, the new workshop, and part of me is just feeling it’s amazing, it’s beautiful. And part of me is just like, “Oh, maybe we are postponing with making it public because we are afraid of… Who knows what, you know? I can go list what we are afraid of…

So, is it possible to miss the potential because of this terror inside? Or, is it possible that we are already missing it?

Yeshua: Mmm…

Let’s say it a little bit different, and come back to where we started:

You said, “I want to be free.” And everything that is happening in your life right now is about that.

Ah, you get inspired to create these beautiful things, and indeed they are beautiful! And it’s going to be a beautiful workshop, and I will be there! We’ll all be there, in support of you.

But it is not about the workshop.

It is about you becoming free.

It is about you looking at the fears that come up and choosing whether to be bound by them or to go beyond them.

It is about moving through all of these things that come up in response to these beautiful creations.

It is not about the creations themselves. They are beautiful, but they are not so important as the process, for you, of allowing the parts of you that come up around them.

Does that make sense?

Romana: Yeah, on the soul level it does. On the human level…

Yeshua: You are Soul. You are the soul! [laughter]

Romana: I know. But, you know, on the human level it’s…

Yeshua: The human goes, “What?”

Romana: Yeah, I mean, the human needs to eat, needs to sleep, needs to have money for all this freedom, you know?

Yeshua: Indeed, and that comes!

Romana: This is a lot of unpaid work, right?

Yeshua: Yes, and one of the things you are doing right now is going through the transition from getting money in exchange for work, often hard work, to allowing your own energies to serve you in whatever way you need, including as money.

And that is very difficult for the human to comprehend, which is why it is a difficult transition right now. And it is not something we can even put into words, but that is what you are doing right now.

Part of the part of the difficulty is that the human wants to hold on to these old ways of making money, of exchanging it for hard work, and that disrupts the flow. But the human has a hard time seeing the other side of that, and we work with John on that all the time. He can kind of feel it, but he can’t describe it and he can’t figure out how to make it happen. And yet, it happens so much in his life and in your life!

So yes, we understand the frustration of the human. I went through it myself in my short lifetime! The human has such a limited view, and inside, you know it’s so much bigger than that!

But that is still all the human can see, so we come back to: Hold the human gently. Nurture it, but choose the new. Choose the beauty, the ease, and the grace. Give it to yourself, even when your mind is screaming that you need to be doing something else. Give yourself some ease.

It doesn’t make any sense to the mind, but you could say that is the doorway for these aspects to your soul.

John is not sure that makes sense, but you know what we are talking about.

Romana: Yeah, it does make sense. Not completely, but…

Tanya: Theoretical sense…

[laughter]

Tanya: It made theoretical sense!

[more laughter]

Romana: I mean, I can feel it, you know.

I was having this experience just this day, this night, how I was watching this mechanism in my mind, this old ancient mechanism of my parents, and my grandparents, and this ancestral mass-consciousness motor of, “You have to work. You have to do something. You have to always be active. You have to…”

It’s almost like a program, like a structure that I’ve been aware of for many years and finding this smoothing, but now I’m surprised that it is still so strong. Although in this vision I was feeling how it is fading, and I was allowing it to completely… I turned it off.

Yeshua: Indeed!

Romana: Like, in this vision I just had this ability to just turn it off, and it started to—because it didn’t have my permission anymore to control me, it was starting to fade out.

Yeshua: Indeed, and that is exactly what you are all doing right now: Turning off that structure.

Oh, and part of you keeps reaching over and flipping the switch back on, but…

Romana: Yeah, because it’s terrified!

What will happen if I do that? You know, how my life will go? How I’m responsible for my things in my life? And, you know, it just feels like… But part of me, what I saw is, when I turn it off my real body starts—the sources of light in my body start to actually be free to flow.

Yeshua: Indeed, a beautiful metaphor!

Mmm…

And it is what you are doing. Now you are aware of the structure and that you can turn it off, and that is all it takes.

It takes time, in human terms. It takes time to let yourself turn it off, and to let yourself leave it off, and to let it fade away. But that is what is happening.

And indeed, it is being replaced. Not with another structure, but with something far, far better than that.

Romana: Yeah, with the inner flow, the natural flow of my beingness.

Yeshua: Yes.

Romana: It almost felt like this structure is sitting on my source of my energy, my real energy, my real flow of my light body. Yeah.

Yeshua: Indeed.

Tanya: One more specific question, okay?

Yeshua: Yes.

Tanya: Many years I had a big desire to change my name, my human name. And it was really…

Very often it was very strong, this desire. This name that I have now, it feels so….ancestral. And I was really given—this is the name of my grandmother. My father gave me this name. I mean, I feel very trapped, limited, by this name.

And on one hand, I know that I give the strength for any name. On the other hand, the name also has its energy that can help, or that can stop or interfere. My question:

Does my name now… Because really, I feel very flat, very cut, very limited by my human name, and I would like to change it. Will it help?

I mean, maybe this is only my misperception, or like this? Or, it really limits me and it will be great to change my name and to choose my name for me, that I choose name for me.

Yeshua: Mmm… It can be a beautiful thing to change your identity.

Yes, indeed, you are the one who decides how strong the old name is. But nevertheless, it does come with all of those energies. And sometimes it can make a huge difference for you to…

Just like you have to disconnect from your family in order to free yourself, sometimes you have to disconnect from the name also. Not that you have to, but it can help make it easier for you. And right now, we would say that anything that can ease the way for you can be a good thing.

So, if you feel drawn to change your name…

Hm, we’re just feeling into… John saw your name on Telegram as Hannah, and…

Tanya: Yes, it’s what I chose!

Yeshua: It fits you so much better than Tanya. It’s beautiful! But it is up to you.

But we would say that the difference it can make is real, because it helps you to disconnect from those old ancestral energies and to come more and more into your own chosen energies.

Tanya: Yes, Hannah is old Hebrew name meaning Grace.

Yeshua: Yes.

It seems to me there was one of my relatives, a grand, great, grand… John can’t remember the story right now, but one of my ancestors was named Hannah in that lifetime.

Tanya: Yeshua, or John?

Yeshua: Yeshua.

Tanya: Good, I’m glad, because there are not so many people who start to call me Hannah now, but it’s interesting to feel how I am with it. And yes, I feel also there is resistance of my old identity, like, “No Hannah, Tanya! Maybe come back to Tanya!” But I recognize this resistance. It really is completely different. Now I’m glad.

Yeshua: Yes. [laughter]

Trust what you feel.

Trust.

Going forward from here, for all of you, it is so important!

Trust what you feel.

The mind will argue all kinds of different ways and give you all the reasons why and all the reasons why not, and all of that. Let it all go.

It’s about what you feel in the moment. Trust that!

And if it lightens you up, that is your path. If it makes you feel lighter inside, that is your direction. That is your soul’s guidance.

But remember that the mind may throw up all kinds of heavy arguments, so you have to distinguish between the moment where you actually felt lighter, and the moment afterward where your mind pulled you down. But you know how to do that.

Tanya: Thank you.

Yeshua: Indeed. Anything else before we wrap up?

Romana: Does John have a question? Human John?

Yeshua: Hmm…

He’s already felt the answer to most of them, so there’s nothing specific coming up right now.

Mmm…

It is indeed such an incredible time! But it is not about what the human thinks it is about. It’s so much deeper!

Oh, your human is starting to understand.

But indeed, this is about becoming free, and that is your work right now. Or, it is what you are doing right now.

There are all these things that you do for fun, and for the beauty of it. But remember that underneath it all, what it is really about is you, coming free. You, transforming into divinity on Earth, and everywhere else too.

And that is what it is all about, but that is also a natural process.

It is happening, and you cannot get it wrong. It simply is not possible.

It is happening.

And if you remember that that is the basis of everything right now, then life will feel a little bit gentler for you. It will still have its challenges, it will still have its beauties, but it is all in support of you and your freedom. So remember that.

And know that I, Mary and Mary of Magdala, and all of these ascended masters are all here, all the time. All you have to do is feel us, talk to us. We are here, and we are in so much honor of what you are doing!

We are here to support you in any way that we can. We can’t do it for you, but we can encourage you, if you let us.

Hmm…

And it is, indeed, such an honor for us, because you are the masters now.

What we did is nothing compared to what you are doing right now. So remember that, and there will come a recognition at the appropriate moment. Not that you need it anymore, but it will be there.

Ahh…

And so it is.