Releasing the Patterns

This transcript has been edited from the original recording to ensure that the intended meaning is conveyed as clearly as possible.

Releasing the Patterns

Channeled by John McCurdy on 5 October 2023

Hello!

My name is John McCurdy, and I channel Soul.

In these messages I channel my own soul. When people come to me and ask for personal channels I, along with my soul, channel their soul so that they can have a conversation with their own soul. If you are interested in that, all the information is on my website at johnmccurdy.com.

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So, we have a special message today. I’m not sure what it’s going to be, but that’s the nature of channeling. Even when it’s my own soul, it’s me. It’s my essence. It still comes through from a different part of me, the part that the human isn’t so much in touch with. (Well, it is more and more.) But at the human level my soul has been talking to me about different things, so let’s find out together what she has to say.

Oh, I say “she,” because lately, that’s how it feels to me. Soul doesn’t really have a gender.

For a while, my soul came through as Master John, and that was to signify the mastery of a human connected with soul.

Now she comes through as Master Anna, to signify the blending together, the reunion, you could say, of the masculine and feminine. Because, you see, whether you are in a male body or a female body, you are still a whole being. In your core, you are both masculine and feminine.

But we have this interesting game on Earth of pretending to be separate. Separate from our souls, and separate masculine and feminine. But it’s just a game.

Who you are is that whole being, much, much bigger, for lack of a better word, than the human that you are mostly aware of.

So, I’m going to breathe for a moment and see what Master Anna has to say today.

[John pauses to breathe and to connect with his soul]

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I am that I am!

Master Anna, of Magical Service.

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Oh, indeed, I am John’s soul, John’s divinity. I am the allness of John. I am all that John is.

I include this human that is speaking these words for me.

I include many, many, many other humans that are living in different places on your timescape.

Indeed, they are not here in your present human time. But human time is an illusion, so these other dear humans that come from me, that are part of me, are living out lives. You call them past lives, or in some cases maybe even future lives, but they are all happening right now. They are in different parts of your timescape, but from my perspective outside of the human illusion of time, they are all happening right now.

And this dear one that you see on your screen right now, whose voice you hear, has a special place. Oh, they are all special, but this one has the honor of being the one to bring this long journey to conclusion.

This is the one who is my final lifetime as a human, and he has the privilege, and indeed the challenge, of bringing it all back together. Of becoming aware, more and more, of me and of all our other parts and pieces, and of being the one through whom—oh, the words don’t really work, but feel the essence of what we are saying—of being the one through whom all of me comes back together.

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Oh, so many of you who are attracted to these messages are going through the same process, you also are what has been called the “designated ascendee.”

Oh, you’ve heard of Ascended Masters. They are simply the ones who, after many lifetimes on Earth, found their enlightenment. They came to this place. They had their realization of who they are. They came to the completion of their journey, and at that point, for most of them, the consciousness of Earth wasn’t ready for that level of consciousness to exist. And so it was much too difficult to stay, so they simply left.

Sometimes they died a normal death, and sometimes they disintegrated in a ball of fire and came home to their souls, to their true home.

Oh, this human is not your home. This is not who you are. It’s not even where you belong, except for this experience. Oh, it has been an incredible journey!

These Ascended Masters, some of them simply disappeared, or went out in a ball of flame, and so they were called “ascended,” like they somehow ascended up to heaven or something like that. Because that’s the concept that humans had at that time.

But that’s all an Ascended Master is: someone who has come to this point in their journey.

But now the consciousness of Earth, of humanity, is very different than it was back then, and so there is a large group of people who are in the same place in their final lifetime. They are the “designated ascendees.”

They are the ones who are bringing it all together, and some of them are doing it a little bit different, because the consciousness of Earth is different. And it is possible now, it’s difficult but it is possible, to step out of the game and still play in it.

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It’s a challenge, a big challenge. But that’s what we are doing, John and I, and that’s what so many of you are doing.

Now many in this group, quite a few thousand—we won’t get into trying to count them, but many in this group have left. They had enough. They chose to simply leave. To die, in human terms, but there is no death. There is just the dropping of the body and the transition back to your true home. That’s all death is.

It’s a beautiful thing, and it is indeed a lot easier than being born on Earth. And a lot more fun, except for those around you who are stuck in the human illusion. They think you are gone, but you can actually be closer to them than ever, if they let you. Most of them don’t.

But, there is a whole group of us who are doing this different. Instead of leaving, we are staying here.

We are stepping out of this playground you call mass-consciousness, but we are doing it in a way where even as we disconnect from it and are no longer bound by it, we can still play within it. For a time, however long we want.

Oh, but it’s not easy. No, it’s not easy at all!

And yet, it is.

It is the most incredible journey that has ever, ever been taken. Coming home to you while remaining in the game, in a certain sense.

But you are changing the very nature of you. You are changing the very nature of your body.

Hmm…

In our recent class called Divinity in Experience, we talked a lot about patterns. We are going to talk a lot more about patterns in our upcoming continuation of that class called, I Am Divinity. We are going to talk about what it means to be divinity walking on Earth. Oh, it’s a grand experience! And for a while, at least, it is quite challenging.

So, we talked about patterns. You see, this thing you call mass-consciousness is just a pattern. We’ve called it a template, and a template is just a pattern upon which you overlay your life.

You see, you are a creator. And if you are here, you already know that.

You are the creator of your life.

The human goes, “Oh, how do I do that? How do I do that?” But that’s not quite how it works.

You create your life according to patterns, because that’s what shapes reality: patterns.

They have also been called belief systems, or habits of thought. Ways you think that you are not even aware that you think. Expectations. They are all patterns.

And so you have this master pattern called mass-consciousness. It was created long, long ago, and it has evolved and evolved since. We’ve talked about that in other messages so we won’t go into it here, but it’s just a template. It’s a pattern.

And you, dear creator, you re-create your life in every single moment of your existence.

You imagine it.

And that’s all life is. You could say it is your soul’s imagination.

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And in every moment, you are re-creating everything about you.

You look at your body as solid, as something that lasts for a number of years. You look around you at the things in your life, and they seem solid. Many of them seem like they last much longer.

They are just patterns, and you re-create them in every single moment. You create them with your observation of them.

So if that’s true, well, obviously, you can re-create anything about your life anytime you want to.

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But here’s where it gets tricky. Because, first of all, you are so used to creating according to this pattern of mass-consciousness, and all the little patterns that you have overlaid on top of it.

And so the mind goes, “Oh! Well, if I’m creating my life in every moment, I can just create this or that to solve this or that problem!” And there’s the catch.

The mind does not know how to be present in the moment, and the moment is where everything happens.

The mind is designed to look into the future or into the past. It looks to the past for the patterns to continue creating going forward. Well, many of those patterns were not so much fun, and it’s terrified of them. It wants desperately to create something new, but it wants it so much that that’s all it can see, and so it creates more of that.

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The mind looks into the future and all it can see are the memories from the past, and its projections of what those mean going forward. And so it sees all the dangers, all the things in the way, all the problems that it thinks are going to be there in your future.

So the mind focuses on those, because that’s all it knows how to do. And because of that it creates more of those, and it just keeps going and going and going.

The solution is to come back to now.

Oh, now is not a time. It’s not even a point in time.

Now is an awareness, an awareness of your soul.

You see, I exist outside of time. Beyond time.

Hmm…

The human words are very challenging to get these concepts through, but John is doing an excellent job.

Feel the essence of what we mean.

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I exist in the now moment.

Oh, the now moment is everything. It includes all of time, and it is way beyond time. And it is also right here.

You see, the now moment is the only place that a pattern can be changed.

The human sees those patterns, in particular it sees the ones it doesn’t like, and it says, “I want to get rid of those!” And it sees the ones it does like and says, “I want more of those!” or, “I don’t want to lose that!” But because your creation responds to the mind’s focus, you create more of those.

That’s why we talk so much about letting go of the battles, because every time you fight something it has your full attention, and you are just creating more of that.

You think it’s the other person’s fault. You think they did something to you. But here is the thing: There is no being in all of creation who has any access, at all, to you or to your energy. None whatsoever, and you do not have access to theirs.

That’s why we have this playground called mass-consciousness. It’s a template by which you can create, according to a pattern, a common experience. But it is still your creation.

Oh, you can hear what we call “the song” of other souls, and they can hear the song of you and your soul.

And so, like your multiplayer computer games that send a signal across the internet so that all these different players around the world can share an experience…

Oh, that is exactly what mass-consciousness is. It is a game whereby you create your reality according to the pattern of mass-consciousness, and also according to the patterns that you hear in all of these songs from all of these other beings.

You cannot touch them, and they cannot touch you.

You cannot take their energy, and they cannot take yours. Ever, no matter what, and it’s really important to be clear on that!

No one, ever, can touch your energy or take your energy, or take anything from you. Ever.

However, within this game you create avatars that represent these others. They are parts of you, they are your energy, acting out the song that you hear from this other being.

And so, within the game these avatars can come to you, and they can act out taking your energy. It’s really just you taking your own energy, but it still creates this very real experience, because you believe it. You see it as that other person, rather than as your own creation, your own avatar. And that goes back in your song to them, and they continue to act it out.

And you can point a gun at them and shoot them, and they will believe it’s real, so the avatar that they have created of you within their own imagination will point this imaginary gun at them and shoot them, and they’ll believe it. They’ll die. They’ll drop this particular part of the game, this particular avatar that they are acting out.

And then they’ll come back and create a new one, mostly according to all the same patterns. Oh, maybe in creating the new one they’ll bring in a few different patterns, but mostly it’s all the same.

And so you go from lifetime to lifetime believing that it’s all real, that you are actually interacting with these other people. In a way you are, but they have no power over you. But you believe they do.

Ah, it’s such a brilliant, brilliant creation, this mass-consciousness! It feels so real, and so you experience it as real. But it’s just a pattern within your own energy.

And when you see that, that is when you can stop the battles.

That is when you can stop protecting yourself.

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The human is so dedicated to protecting itself. That’s all it knows how to do! But what the human doesn’t realize is, that pattern of protecting itself actually creates the very things that it is trying to protect itself from.

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In some of our classes we’ve called the mind “the great anti-creator” because it almost always creates exactly the opposite of what it thinks it wants. Because when you see a problem you say you want a solution, but all of your attention is on that problem. You see a danger and you want to protect yourself from it. But all of your attention is on that danger, so you create that.

Very often the creation comes to you in ways you didn’t expect, and so you don’t even make the connection. But it’s still there, and it is still simply recreating the very things you don’t want in your life. The same patterns, over and over and over and over again, and they do not end when you die. They continue.

When most people die they hang out in the other realms for a short time, wondering what happened, and then suddenly they are sucked back into a new body. And they bring all those old patterns with them, and they live out another lifetime very similar to the last one, probably even within the same family, the same bloodline. And that’s the only reason the bloodline has any significance at all for humans, because you keep coming back into it.

Hmm…

So, the solution to patterns is to come back to now.

Patterns are about the future and the past. This template of mass-consciousness is mostly about the past and the future.

Hmm…

That’s a new one for John. Oh, he thinks, but we’ve known it for a while…

Mass-consciousness is a pattern that is mostly about the past and the future.

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It’s about the past because you obviously want to recreate the patterns from the past as you go forward, so that you have something constant, or continuous, to play in.

You see, time is the same as space. In order to play a game, you have to have space to play it. You also have to have time within which to play it. So in mass-consciousness you have these patterns of space, what you call “physicality,” and you also have patterns of time. Patterns from the past that you carry into the future, sometimes with very small modifications, but mostly you just carry them forward.

So, come back to now.

In the now moment, you have your soul.

You cannot have your soul in the past or the future. It is simply not there, because your soul is here, now.

Your divinity is here, now. It’s not in the past or the future, for they don’t even exist. They were temporary imaginations.

NOW is where you exist, and now is where you can go beyond your patterns.

Oh, but it’s a challenge, because the human says, “Well, but what about this or that that’s coming up tomorrow? How do I pay my rent? How do I get love into my life? How do I solve these problems in my body?”

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Well, you can do like most humans and continue battling those things.

And yes, seeking love is also a battle, one of the biggest battles. And that comes from the very moment that you entered into this game. You left home, you could say. It’s a poor metaphor, but it’s the closest we have. You left home.

You asked yourself this question, “Who am I?” And suddenly there was this mirror image in front of you. It was you!

And it looked in your eyes and you looked in its eyes, and it said, “Oh, dear one, I am going to go out and I am going to find every way that I can to show you who we are, who I am, who you are. We are one and the same, but we will imagine, for a time, this separation. And I will go out and I will live all of these experiences, and you will collect them and distill them so that we, I, together, can see and feel and know who I am.”

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That’s why you are here.

So you went out and you created all these patterns, and you had all these grand experiences. Difficult, challenging experiences. Beautiful experiences. Every kind of experience you can imagine, you’ve had it!

And now you are here. Now you are coming back together.

Now you are looking, once again, in the eyes of you, of your soul, of yourself, and you are going, “Ahh… I Am That I Am!”

There aren’t any words to define who you are, but you realize that you are all of it. The good, the bad, the light, the dark, the beautiful, the ugly. Even the power games, the poverty and the richness. The powerful master and the helpless slave.

Oh, all of these things you have experienced, and they are all a part of who you are.

And now, you know.

And as you know, as you look… [John starts to choke up a bit as he feels the beauty of this moment]

As you look, and feel, the eyes of your own soul, now you know.

And now, in this…

We are overwhelming John a little bit.

Hmm…

And now you know.

In this now moment, see this mirror image of you, in your imagination.

Just see it there. Imagine it there.

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It’s simply like looking in the mirror, but it’s more than that.

Reach out your arms, and give it a hug.

Allow…

Allow this hug to be more than a hug.

Allow your essence to blend into this other essence of you.

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Oh, have no fear. Nothing is going to be lost in this blending together.

Oh, you’ve waited for it. You’ve longed for it for so long.

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Now you are back in that moment of asking yourself, “Who am I?”

Oh, you thought it was such a long journey, but it was a moment. And oh, such a rich and full moment!

Now, feel yourself.

This whole being. The soul. The human. All the humans. All the experiences.

There is no longer any difference. It is all you.

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There is no longer any need to protect yourself from anything, because now nothing can touch you.

There is no need to seek love, because you have the love you were always searching for. You thought it was in someone else, but it was here all the time. It was you, and now you have it.

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Allow the blending.

Allow you.

Allow the knowing and the wisdom from all of these experiences.

It’s all here. Every bit of it is here. Nothing is lost.

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Allow the knowing.

Allow the completion.

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And now, allow your attention to come back to this precious human, this dear human who is in this lifetime of completion. Who is living within this pattern of mass-consciousness, and of so many built up patterns and beliefs, and is in the process of letting all of those things go.

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But instead of just leaving, you said, “I want to play in these patterns a little bit more, but from a place of full knowing. From a place of freedom, of choice, of being able to experience the things I like within the pattern and not having to experience the things I don’t like.”

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Now you have that freedom, but you also have… Within this human you have a lot of old habits, patterns. And you are slowly, gently (although it doesn’t feel so gentle all the time), you are releasing those patterns.

It’s not up to the human to do that. It is you the soul doing that.

You are not fighting with them, you are not kicking them out. The human tries to do that, but it doesn’t work.

So you the soul are hugging them. You are drawing them into this beautiful embrace of all that you are.

You are simply allowing them to come home too.

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All of these patterns are parts of you. They are creations of you, and now it is time for them to come home too.

And that’s what you are doing now.

The human thinks in terms of releasing patterns and integrating patterns and getting out of patterns, and mostly it’s all a big battle. Let it go! Come home!

You see, home is not out there. Not anymore!

Home is right here.

You could say it’s in your heart.

It’s really in your soul. It’s everything you are. It’s everything you see around you. That’s home!

But mostly, home is now.

Come back to now.

In this now moment it might look like everything in your life has fallen apart and tomorrow you are going to be dead, but there is still NOW. And in this now moment, everything is okay.

Oh, maybe there is pain in your body. Maybe there are people upset with you. But in this very now moment, everything is okay. Be with that!

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The human wants to plan everything out, but that’s about the future and the past.

Instead, be now.

And as you step forward, allow each step to be a discovery.

That’s where you find the creation, in the discovery of the now moment. Because that’s where your soul is.

And the real creator here is not you, the human. The real creator is you the soul.

The soul only exists in the now moment, and as long as you the human are running off into the future trying to figure it all out, you are not home. You can’t feel your soul and your soul can’t create for you, because you are not home.

So, come home.

Come home to you, to this now moment.

Come home to this incredible hug, and this blending of you with you.

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And discover what that means.

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Just be with that.

Just be with you.

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Things in your life will change. Your body is changing.

Oh, your body is the ultimate pattern. It is the ultimate expression of mass-consciousness, so it is changing. Even while you are still inhabiting it, it is changing.

You keep wondering where your light body is. Well, it’s right here. It is what holds your body in place. It keeps all these energies—oh, it shapes them together in this thing called the body. And that’s changing.

And if you are going through this process, you are no longer a human! But you are still freaking out when the human body doesn’t respond the way it’s supposed to, or the way it used to. So let it go.

Yes, it’s a death. It is a dying process.

Let it go! Because you are doing something different this time. You are not just dropping it and leaving, you are changing it. The human parts are dying away and being replaced with something incredible.

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Allow yourself to discover what that means.

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And if you want to dive deeply into that, you might consider joining our class called, I Am Divinity.

It’s on the website, and there will be a link in the description to this video and wherever it is posted. But this is what it’s about.

I Am Divinity!

This is about self, reuniting with self.

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It is indeed the most incredible journey that has ever been taken.

And no, you don’t need to take a class. You don’t need to join a group to get through this. But sometimes it helps to see how other people are going through it, and to just talk about it with people who know what you are talking about!

So, more than anything else, allow this reunion and blending of you, the original you coming all the way back to that grand question, Who am I?

And now the answer is blending with the question.

That’s what you are doing!

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The divinity is blending with the human, with the experiencer.

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Let it happen.

Imagine it happening. It’s real.

Your imagination is real.

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And so it is.