This is Why You Are Here

This short and profound message from Jeshua came as a surprise to me, and I am still in awe.

My own response at the end was simply, “Ahh… Yes, I can do that. And it makes everything so much easier.”


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This is Why You Are Here – by John McCurdy
Channeled on December 11, 2022

This transcript has been edited from the original recording to ensure that the intended meaning is conveyed as clearly as possible.


Greetings, dear friends! It is I, the one you knew two thousand years ago as Jeshua. Here, along with Master John, to do some magic with you!

John wasn’t expecting to be out here in nature today, doing a channel, but here he is. And oh, what an amazing time you are living in! What an incredible time!

The human looks around and goes, “This might be the most awful time I have ever lived through!” And in some ways that’s true, from the human perspective. But only from the very limited human perspective, and all of you, if you are hearing or reading this, are way beyond that!

Yes, it’s difficult for the human right now. The world is full of chaos and power games and all the things that go with the change that you asked for, and the human doesn’t like it. The human likes its comfortable little life.

[rumbling sound in the background]


If you hear rumbling, that’s a thunderstorm off in the distance, coming our way. But we have time, another hour at least, maybe more, before it gets here.

Oh, but it is so appropriate, because there is so much rumbling on your planet right now! The weather is acting it out. The earth itself is acting out the changes, with volcanoes and in various other ways. Because, well, the wait is over! The change is here. You can’t get away from it anymore. You can’t put it off anymore. It’s here!

And you’re like, “Yeah, I thought it was for all those other people! I thought I already went through it!”

Dear friend, you have. You’ve gone through so much over the years and over the lifetimes. But oh, this change is here for everybody now, and that can’t happen without you being affected.

It’s intense. It’s—oh, John wanted to say the word “difficult.” But no, it’s not difficult. It’s painful at times, and so intense, but it’s only difficult if you fight it, if you try to fix it, if you take every little ache and pain in your body as something horribly wrong. That’s the only time it gets difficult.

If instead you breathe it in—oh, don’t breathe it in to try to fix it or make it feel better. It probably won’t, at least not right away. Breathe it in because it’s part of you, and then it actually gets very easy.


John says it doesn’t feel very easy when, so often, he can barely get up out of a chair. When his feet hurt and his legs hurt at night. But if you allow the experience—hear us, dear friend. We’re not saying if you fix the experience, or if you heal the experience. That’s not allowing. That’s the opposite of allowing.

If you allow the experience, life becomes easier.

Yes, it’s still painful. But when you’re not trying so hard to fix it, it’s so much easier. When you realize that you don’t have to do anything about it except just keep on being you, being you with the pain, with the aches in the body, with the indigestion or whatever it is, with the lack of sleep. Be yourself with that instead of taking it as some horrible thing that scares you to death. Ha! Because then it will.

Oh, so many of you are so close. You know you’re complete here. You know you could come home at any moment, and you also know that you have a choice in that now. And oh, if you want to come home, we’ll celebrate! We’ll meet you. We’ll celebrate with you, and we’ll welcome you with open arms.

But if you want to stay and see this through, as so many of you do, we are here to assist with that in every way we can. But you have to understand that we can’t do it for you. We cannot heal you.

Oh, there’s something so precious happening right now. So very precious! You see, you are gradually—in human terms it seems gradual, but—you are actually very quickly learning, remembering, that it is all your energy. And you are learning how to manage that.

Oh, we don’t really like that word. You are learning how to allow the flow, even when it hurts.


And yes, when it hurts, it does not mean you are doing something wrong. It just means you are going through this incredible process. It means you are learning. You are opening. Your body is transforming.


John says, “I thought my body was just a collection of energy shaped by my consciousness. Why can’t I just change my consciousness and have a new body?”

Well, there are several reasons for that. One is that the old consciousness is a very ingrained habit.

Yes indeed, you can shift your body in an instant, and one day you will. But you see, those of you going through this process right now, you didn’t want to do it that way. You said, “I want to know how this works. I want to understand it. I want to understand this part of me.”

You see, once you drop that body, then you are totally free and you can be and do absolutely anything you want. You can manifest a body anywhere you want, anytime you want. You can play. You can manifest a body in the middle of a star, a body that’s designed for that environment. You can be there and have that—oh, it’s an incredible experience! But you wanted to experience this process, and that takes a little bit of time and a whole lot of self-love. And you see, that is the important thing.

Oh, any angel can manifest a body in a sun somewhere, or even on your Earth. Well, they’re kind of kept away from here right now, but pick a planet and any old angel can show up on that planet in a light-body and play there. But to be fully in a dense body like this, where you can touch each other, where you can make love, where you can hurt (that’s a pretty special experience from an angel’s standpoint!), to be able to do that and to stay with that in human form, takes a lot of self-love.

That’s what the other angels don’t have. They don’t even understand that. They hear the word, they see love being played out on your planet, and they just shake their heads because they don’t understand. It’s one of the reasons they’re lined up to come to Earth, so that they can find out what love means.

And here you are. You know love. And more than anything, you know self-love, the most precious kind of love there is.

So here you are. For whatever reasons, you’ve chosen to walk through this process. This process, indeed, of loving yourself in the very depths of the darkness.

Oh, it has never been done before. It wasn’t even thought to be possible for you to dive into the depths of humanity, into the darkness, into the darkest of the dark as you have, and find the love for yourself there.

Oh, that changes things! That changes you. That changes all that is.

[John becomes a bit emotional here]

We’re choking up John, because dear friend, that’s what you are really doing here.

You’re not here to, hm, oh, whatever it was you expected. You are not here to have a perfect life and learn how to manifest whatever you want in this 3D environment. No, you are here to find the love for yourself in the darkest of the dark. That is what you are really doing here. And that, dear friend, is what brings in the divinity.

That is what brings you to your realization. Or for most of you, what brought you to your realization.

Finding your love for you in the worst of the pain, in the scariest of situations, in the darkest and most frustrating of situations, and sometimes around the most difficult people.

You said, “I want to know that I can love myself anywhere,” so here you are.

And that’s what you are really doing here: loving yourself in the depths of the darkness.


Yes indeed, some of the ascended masters that didn’t walk this path are watching you, and they think you are crazy. Absolutely crazy! But others of them are watching and going, “Oh, why didn’t I stay and do that?” Because it’s so incredible. It’s so amazing, what you are doing.

When you come through it, when you know it’s time to come home, time to let it all go, you are going to be so thrilled that you walked through this! Because it is changing you. It’s changing you in ways you can’t even imagine, and there is no way for us to describe. But it’s incredible. It’s amazing.

So dear friend, take a deep breath.

Breathe in the darkness.

Breathe in the life around you, no matter what color it is, no matter how it hurts, no matter what’s happening, no matter how scary it is. Breathe it in!

Oh, don’t breathe it in so it will change. Breathe it in for the experience.

Breathe it in because, in breathing it in, oh, that is a profound act of self-love. Of loving even the worst of you, the darkest of you, the most painful of you. Of saying, “This is me. This is part of me, and I love it!


How that changes things, dear friends. How that changes things!

That’s something I didn’t know in my lifetime is Jeshua. I was touching the edges of it, but it wasn’t known yet then. And how it would have changed things if I had known!

But dear friend, here you are. You do know. You do know!

So breathe in your life, however it is.

Whatever is happening in your life and in your body, just breathe it in.

Just be with it.

Be it.

Love it.

Love yourself in the middle of it.


And hang in there.

We are here with you, so many from our side.

We are walking with you through this, and we are in awe of what you are doing.

So let that in.

Allow yourself to feel a little bit of that awe for yourself, because that is what you are here for.

And so it is.

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TRANSLATED_TITLE – por John McCurdy (Traducido por Liliana Audet)
Canalizado el DAY de MONTH de 2021

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* Nota: La canalización consciente es un acto de traducción de los sentimientos que llegan en palabras humanas para que la mente pueda entenderlos. Es un proceso impreciso y a veces salen de mi boca palabras equivocadas. En la grabación generalmente es bastante obvio cuál era el significado deseado, pero no es tan obvio en la transcripción, por lo que deben ser corregidas. Estas palabras o frases, si las hubiera, están marcadas con un asterisco (*), ya que son diferentes a las de la grabación.

Además, como la palabra hablada es muy diferente de la palabra correctamente escrita, junto con mi alma he editado ligeramente el texto. Mi (nuestra) atención no se centra en la buena gramática, sino en la claridad y la legibilidad sin que resulte demasiado confuso para aquellos que decidan leer mientras escuchan la grabación de audio. Los cambios que no afectan al significado no están marcados.

Al transcribir estos mensajes he decidido incluir muchos de los diversos ahhs, hmms y otros sonidos sin palabras que salen de mi boca mientras canalizo, porque indican un momento para hacer una pausa, tomar un respiro y reflexionar sobre lo que se acaba de decir. —John

8 thoughts on “This is Why You Are Here”

  1. So very perfect, thank you for sharing John🌟 This morning I realized that I was awestruck by my own awesomeness 😉 It’s a magnificent time to be here, aches and pains and all 💓


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